No it doesn't exist. You can use google to search the forums though rather easily: site:maiotaku.com forum for example returns a link to the forums easily.

I had a ticket for that lottery where each number was 1 away from the winning ones. It was a very upsetting experience.

Can't wait!! Gotta figure out about cosplay >_< If you see me, be sure to say "hi!"

It does still sound like they love you in their own weird way. If they didn't they wouldn't even bother telling you anything nor pay ur tuition. So all in all, your situation doesn't sound all that bad to me. Not trying to belittle what you are going through though, not at all. I totally get how hard it can be to constantly be put down and told you can't do this or you're no good. But I do hope for you, you can get past that and not need their approval to get to where it is you want to get in life. Clearly they want you to achieve something too, weird as it is, they do seem to care, so keep that in mind and work towards your goals. at the end of the day... You are studying for you, not them so their oppinion shouldn't rly matter much to begin with.

sirubaa: I'm adding that song to my playlist. Here is a song I like https://youtu.be/WLCkLKpd70g

For all you anime fans in the San Fransisco bay area the cherry blossom festaival is going to have a cosplay parade hosted by japan video if anyone is intrested in being in it go to the japan video store in SF japantown and the deadline to sign up is april 12 i have already signed up and going to be in it