Some things in life are just gonna be one sided and thats okay. I think expecting anything in the same environment is just going to lead to repetated failure if it involves someone.

That sounds like an incredibly busy day, but I hope the wedding was really fun at least? I've never been to one myself. I've attended more funerals than weddings tbh XD. But, at least you managed to get it done...even if it was incredibly late into the night.

Saw a post on Twitter today that said: "When someone has already decided who you are, they will interpret everything you do through the lens of that idea. And at that point, it has nothing to do with you anymore." Reminded me of that feeling of sonder but in reverse. Might be egotistical of me but I do wonder what kind of person the people I'm close to see me as. And what sorts of ideas about me would they readily accept good or bad?

https://youtu.be/FJMwMCOH90w?is=4M_jIml38e59Y0Xe Have you ever walked through a room But it was more like the room passed around you? Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through Have you ever been at someplace Recognizing everybody's face Until you realized that there was no one there you knew?

Irish Lilting, I love it: https://youtube.com/shorts/Y55U1YgYRHI?si=I2R7s8T3PyLi8jJx

@gabriel_true Day 145: The weather has been feeling like spring is here/coming lately, it makes me want to barbecue, which is funny since I've never done it before really, or attended a proper one XD. But, this nice weather makes you want to do things you never did I suppose. Heck, I'd try skydiving just to enjoy it properly! - I'd Be Terrified Though, But At Least I'm Outside: Wei-Wei

Happy Super MAR10 Day! https://youtube.com/shorts/zlNxffBRJtI?si=OEIAqUwyTcPKHk2e

I own the official sampler album of all Excelsior Eco-Voyage albums. These are the only ones I found on YouTube. https://youtu.be/XfD4jj-K8tA?si=wkYMWKsaAUrbutGC https://youtu.be/91Gqe2vZF0A?si=JRR3Xo1pAH5ouRvl