@gabriel_true Day 129: We ate rotini and meatballs with garlic bread (yes, we had marinara sauce with the pasta, it wasn't just noodles and meatballs) for dinner tonight. Meatballs always taste better whenever I eat them again, it's a very deliciously seasoned meat. My favorite part was the garlic bread though! I could eat bread for breakfast, lunch, dinner AND dessert lol. Can't wait for this Thursday though! My mom has a bit of an early Birthday surprise outing planned for me that involves my second eldest sister (the one I call twin, cause people think we are a lot of the time), so I can't wait to see what it could be. I'm assuming it's food...but that's just because I love food. I actually have absolutely no idea what my mom could be doing or where she could be taking me, cause there's no place that I could think I'd want to go to, but I know she'll choose something really fun or so exciting I'll cry. - Hooray For Surprises! : Ying

https://youtu.be/D0-Zovdud_E?si=7PhZnDraUaiACN8s https://64.media.tumblr.com/0f2926d8e13a84375d98f61dada6cb41/tumblr_pdmwinMdwB1xthcgdo1_400.gif Still the best

someone left a bunch of weed here from a party. but a few things were stolen. nothing expensive. it was mostly girls here.

Trump said Melania sold out globally but that's false. I don't understand why politicians lie. It's such a stupid lie. Why lie about it? It's so the facade of perfection translates to the public and his image and the image of the people close to him is not stained. Why uphold this perfect image? Just tell the truth It's such a stupid lie. But, people believe the image he projects that he is perfect and that he is perfect for this country. I don't trust a man that doesn't admit when he's flawed in his logic. But, I guess that's politics you have to project to the masses that you make no mistakes and that you and your team are perfect because if you don't the people will lose respect for you. It's all based on a projection of perfection but is being divided and hateful perfection. People accept these sorry excuses of perfection projected to them. He says you should respect all he's done because it's perfection. It's always perfection. On both sides. And, we should buy it. They want us to believe perfection can be achieved / contained within this left vs right framework. Your side is more perfect than there side so believe the projections that one of us contain perfection and the other contains absurdities. The whole left vs right framework is absurd it creates absurdities to maintain this facade of perfection. But, whatever. Edit: They can't lose respect of the people so they puff them selves up instead of admitting flaws. Cause no one can show blood or vulnerability cause that will be a sign of weakness. And, a attack will commence. It's just absurdity pretending to be perfection. Primal protection of power. Edit: But, it is what it is. People have agendas nobody plays fair or nice. It may be a good thing we are not working together cause consolidated power may be easier to corrupt. So I'm just a fool don't mind me. Just some random thoughts. BIG EDIT: Though now that I think about it I like Trump he's tough on crime and the border. If I think logically what happen to other countries he's taking a fair and hard stance. Some stuff is over kill. The tears and blood must not phase him so he can uphold that hard practical stance. We were out of time to show that people can prevail over there dark nature. Many countries had the chance. Now it's just about protection of America. Things are crunching we out of time to wait for better nature to prevail for intelligence to prevail. It may be sad but a hard decision had to be made. I'm fully aware that I may suffer to protect the white man America. I don't vote but I see where they coming from. BIG EDIT: Though I don't buy that projection of perfection either but I see where they coming from. I don't blame anyone who votes for Trump. I wish they atleast tried to enlighten the masses to buy us more time. You can't just say we out of time without trying to improve there cognitive faults. They still have the chance to enlighten us and guide us correctly. Without effecting there checks and balances of power. Just the political power dynamics would have to adjust for maximizing the people intelligence and light while also continuing there primal protection of power. Like give us a bone and try.

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/2c/7d/80/2c7d80d85333aa277f366472f5c82e9d.gif I need soda I'm dying.

I'm getting married in 3 months. I'm going back to the philippines to hold the wedding. I'm happy about that. Also, I'm happy to finally get started on the CR-1 Visa process in the near future so my gf can come to America and be able to work and so she doesn't die of loneliness. I'm also happy to buy my gf family a car because they need one. Thinking about them having a vehicle makes me happy. We looking for options together. I'm happy when my gf says it's koala time and jumps on me and hugs me alot. That was more than 1 thing don't sue me. Edit: I'm happy for the mercy, grace, and favor God has shown me.