@gabriel_true Day 105: My other two packages arrived today, Gabby! (Sent from the kind person I talked about yesterday) I have soups!! I really love soup, especially beef flavor (which they are), and it arrived just in time because it's been freezing lately, so when I get cold I can heat up a soup to keep warm for a bit. I also received chocolates and gummy bears, which is very nice because it's been awhile since I've had chocolate or anything chewy (I love chewy candies). - I Hope You Are Eating Soups During This Weather: We Go Wei Back

https://youtu.be/-h5YR3vM_fE?si=SbZKIyL9G50f76sX https://youtu.be/aZM-f4vg1E0?si=5K4hyRGzD_WjoyKZ

This Blockout soundtrack is underrated. The title demo theme makes a great song to sleep with. Round 2 is probably my favorite song in this soundtrack. https://youtu.be/H8sYg-4lBG8?si=khFy70nWJtn_nPxw

Hello! I hope to put myself out more often, and maybe find friends who have the same interests as me. It'd be nice to find cosplay buddies too!

My gf smile is slowly bringing me to life. The horror of being seen as inadequate, imperfect, and undesirable is leaving my nervous system or mind. The more time I spend with her the less I worry and the more happier I become because I'm not bracing myself. She says I'm fun when I find myself boring. She says I'm caring when I don't have empathy. She says deep down I know you care about me. When I'm worrying if my care is even worth acknowledging. A mirror that only shows flaws is a lie. I got to see her views of me and that matters because she's someone who loves me. The mirror I use has no love for me only disdain. It only shows flaws. With her views of me I'm starting to forget that haunting mirror even existed. Must be because there's a fuller image I can now view. She makes my life fuller and I believe her when she says I do the same for her. I'm beginning to trust what she says about me and accept a fuller image. I see her beautiful loving smile and it horrifys me that once she knows me it will fade. But, she does know me and still chooses to smile at me. The horror that says your unlovable was throughly blown away by her love. I had decided on my own that I'm unlovable. And, that haunted me. But, my gf said who decided that lol. She is proof that my fears are just fears not reality. I'm also finding it easier to be close to her. My nervous system is getting use to it. And, even seeking and enjoying it. Though I still get over stimulated but it's lessening.

Ikoku Nikki (Journal with Witch) Episode 3 when she finally breaks down at school, getting upset with her teachers and friend. They did a really good job portraying the emotion in the scene.

Ikoku Nikki (Journal with Witch) Wasn’t planning on watching this one. Didn’t really look interesting to me. However, I needed to kill some time waiting in the ER and watched a few episodes. For a drama it was a lot better than I expected. If you’re an introvert, you’ll probably find the aunt’s family situation really relatable. As extrovert family members rarely understand their quarks. It’s also an interesting take on dealing with loss. The teenage girl seems to be handling it on the surface, but in reality she’s not. She’s subconsciously escaping and avoiding her emotions.

Kimi ni Todoke - From Me To You - Season 3 Episode 3 Ryo’s back story got to me.

A few friends wanted to play WoW Classic TBC Anniversary, so I have a rogue I'm going to main for arena, and a warlock alt. Super new to warlock so that'll be interesting, but rogue I could play in my sleep at this point. (ᴗ˳ᴗ) zZ Going to avoid raiding as I don't want a raid schedule, just want it to be a pvp mini game so I have free time.