@gabriel_true Day 103: I detangled my hair yesterday because my eldest sister was washing it today, and I felt guilty leaving the extremely tangled mess my hair was in up to her to do alone. My twin is the one that made me finally take care of myself and get in the shower, but our eldest sister handled washing my scalp (with her own hair products btw, and now my hair smells like pineapple) and doing the rest of the detangling. I was expecting her to just wash it for me, but she even trimmed it and then blow dried it after I got out of the shower – that's why the curls look especically pretty today! I truly thank God for my sisters, because they made sure I had a mini spa day. They even used a very fluffy towel to prop my head up on when she washed my hair in the sink. It felt very nice and I am grateful they love me very much. And when she finished, she told me that I'll always be beautiful. Today was a very good day. - I Hope God Blesses My Sisters With Something Special: Wei_Ying

My Hero Academia Abridged. It is so cringe, but perfect. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AJHVYLKUrTw&pp=ygUZbXkgaGVybyBhY2FkZW1pYSBhYnJpZGdlZA%3D%3D

Fancied a small slice of melted cheese tbh.

Tonight my nervous system updated. I'm always in terror that my lack of emotions will be seen and judged. And, I'm just like how come my baby can't see the terror on my face. But, what she sees is consistency, care, presence, effort. Tonight I understood she really loves me and would never hurt me I felt safe enough to breakdown I didn't but I wanted to I just shed a few tears told her it's hard I'm trying my best to love you. She made the horror go away because she already accepted me. My nervous system updated because for the first time I felt seen but still loved. My nervous system learned I can be seen and not destroyed. I experienced being held without being judged. I can't keep bracing with horror with thoughts of being destroyed I'm safe and deeply loved. Maybe I can relax more now I have a memory of acceptance to ward off the horror.

I'm new hear and i'm just looking for some friends that also likes anime and if I could be so lucky I would like to find a girlfriend also