Mixing things up a bit with the clankers. And in honor of Dragon age Inquisition, after the official shutdown of its servers... now, I'm new to actually doing shit, and before anyone says a thing... C.ai is just the revolver of ai sites/apps. But anyways... dare I say, Copyright Ho!

I give up on trying too hard for others to notice me. Everything I do now is for me and only me. Not even celebrating Mother’s Day because my mom and I ceased communication. She told me she wishes a good life for me and that was it. Been battling depression off and on lately…life hasn’t felt this lonely in a long while not since Florida. Anytime I try to make new connections with someone I fuck it up by being “too available” despite always busy with gym or work or going out with friends. Even though I got friends (for which I am grateful for especially now) I still feel lonely. Antidepressants don’t work with me and only thing that makes me happy is gym progress now. Looking in the mirror when I wake up to see how far along I’m getting. I want a family that I never got. To be cared about like I never been. To not feel like trash finally and to be loved. I’m just venting this and irl I’m okay. I promise I’m not doing anything stupid. Just wish and pray that my dreams come true one day.

I agree that the series lacks stakes. From the beginning I felt any weight from the antagonists of the world were undercut by Rimuru always having a built in way out. Essentially the only draw for me to this series is out of respect for a friend that's hyper infatuated with this show. Otherwise I probably wouldn't keep up. I do enjoy many of the characters for their interactions between one another. I just can't get invested much when "conflict" occurs especially if the main protagonist steps in to magically resolve the battle unceremoniously.

My deceased big brother prefers Summer sounding like... https://youtu.be/EoDPACOufOI?si=IIJTP_eijFJA5S0o ...while I prefer Winter sounding like... https://youtu.be/GOano9x9cBY?si=KmgXeGLdkKWjQgCl

The grooviest song in the game, been stuck in my head for a couple days. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFchpjKC6Ig

I miss Brezhnev too, Comrade. https://youtu.be/_PgFqojF168

Hmm, it would appear this is some sort of spy intelligence coming from the Kremlin in regards to the Philosophers' Legacy. https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zCQkEBPxNPk/maxresdefault.jpg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bISGUJn3sSk Yooooo. This might be a good one.