I wouldn't be of any use on the relationship topic, I'm sorry. I've never dated anyone in this life or even ever tried XD. I do wish you the best though.

My company decided to force me to get my Medical Card (required to drive) recertified by their in house doctors that they're partnered with. Problem is this company doctor has a habit of making employees pay for additional tests that aren't covered by the company and comes out the driver's pocket. It's one thing if there was a real concern that required the additional testing however as it stands it seems apparent that the real goal is to squeeze additional payments out of the employees. Used to be one could get certified by a trustworthy doctor so long as they were registered with the State, but the law does give companies a backdoor right to force drivers to be recertified by their preferred medical staff. If the driver chooses to decline then at minimum that driver loses their job. At worse the company can take legal action for "Doctor Shopping" if they have reasonable suspicion that the employee is seeking to get certified under the table. Long story short I got accused of this and now I am being forced to go through my workplace's medical partner that's notorious for adding additional unnecessary tests to the bill at the driver's expense. Not exactly thrilled!

Man, the adversary really do be setting me up to act a fool, haha! It's my fault for being human and giving him the keys to drive me up a wall. Saw someone customize their rig with a cross made of lights across their grill as I was losing my cool with a recent change to company policy that irked me some kind of fierce. But Christ holds accountable those with the knowledge of the Spirit yet lets themselves drink from the cup of darkness bubbling up from one's own heart. Nothing new under the sun that's for sure. Pray I don't fail the God of Abraham when it's all said and done. Amen...

I am currently watching a Minecraft horror mod!!! https://youtu.be/hGBROjRqyDM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lgo5xqgVko These robots are no joke. China is so, so far ahead of the US in robot technology. The US only has a small edge in the actual software and brains behind the robot. This is why no matter what, the US should never, ever go to war with China. It would be a global disaster unlike anything we have seen before. If China were to manufacture the robots, and the US work together to do the AI for them, humanity as a whole can truly progress. This endless fighting and petty pissing matches between world leaders is so frustrating. The technology to save the world is right there, and humans just can't work together.

I seriously would of went beyond insane if not for schizophrenia kicking my teeth in. That's scary to think about. Almost makes me not hate the voices / demonic oppression. All they do is exaggerate my darkness so I feel it. Feeling it sucks because it causes guilt, shame, despair, blindness, and condemnation. But, without them waking me up to my own flaws and darkness I would be lost cause somewhere in the Andromeda galaxy and I never would of known Jesus and built a relationship with him. They must didn't know how to destroy me. Or God wouldn't let them destroy me. I shouldn't be looking at the voices as being helpful and thinking man you helped me it was ultimately God who uses evil for good and allowed the persecution for my redemption. It was for a purpose. It's strange how things work out. The voices truly want to destroy me. But, God is so powerful that they end up causing me to flourish. He surely is sovereign over all things. All Glory to Jesus you truly cared enough to not let me go insane. This thorn in my flesh is just keeping me close to you. I'm happy thorn in my flesh God is the Best. I remember how these hardships saved me and what the hardships taught me. So I can say you are the best without being hurt. You don't take pleasure in suffering it's all for a redemptive purpose. Anyway, my gf was having nightmares everyday I told her to put two verses on a sticky note and hang it by her bed and the nightmares stopped. God is good. The verses was psalm 4:8 and 2 Timothy 1:7