I’m at a point in my life where everything is numb to me, and I’m not excited by much at all besides working out, winning money, or just eating out with friends. My life feels like it’s at a standstill, and I’m losing touch with so much. I’m doing my best and will never give up, but something feels missing in my life that’s major.

https://youtu.be/UEjKQ33UnMY "I want a key to your house. I wanna pick up your clothes. I wanna clean up your mess. I wanna know where you hide things, wanna be in your photos, wanna share your address. I know it's too soon, too fast, but this could last. I know it feels like love, so let's shack up. I wanna be your emergency contact, you can put me down 'cause you know I know you best. It doesn't matter where I go without you I'll never be home, I wanna share your address."

I was reading a novel about grimoires and cards being used for magic then the next moment apparently super heros was introduced and the power scaling just broke I would of like superheroes being in the description so I don't waste my time.

I can tell my gf is a good gurl. Cause she always worried about using me or her family using me for money. She even the type to deleted tiktok and facebook cause it's to toxic. I don't know why she feels so overprotective of me and trys to carry everything alone then gets stressed out. I told her multiple times you and them can ask me for money I have no problem. And, I never displayed I have a problem with it or tried to make you feel any type of way about it. But, I guess she just a pure heart that doesn't want to use me. She hates that she can't take care of everything and over relies on me. One day she will know that's what I'm here for. I keep trying to tell her but she's really humble and knows the value of money. Can't wait for my next trip to spoil her and the girls because she doesn't take it for granted. Very sweet nice and genuine and God fearing woman definitely the type to keep your head on straight. She was just stressing out because her father has to go to the hospital so I told her I'm gonna send enough money so you stop stressing yourself out trying to plan everything when you have work. That way they won't need to call you or wait on you at the hospital and stress you out. I told her I would take care of her and she wouldn't have to work but she wants to work and it's a good thing she didn't listen to me her job is good but the pay there is next to nothing but that same job in the states pay alot so she will have a good resume once she come here.

Just got two new pics. I want to get some posters of my favorite artists too. A close up video game pic and close up new downtown pic. Making a video game or a video would be cool. But I’m happy with pics.