I asked one of my step daughters what she wants for Christmas she said a real motorcycle lol bruh. She's only 13. But, she knows how to ride them. I know she's trolling me but damn. Don't kids ask for kid stuff lol. I told her I'll get them both a vehicle when they older.

It's so good to be in a relationship where you and your woman are both a child of God. I was down on my faith for about 20 to 30 mins and immediately without saying anything to anybody my baby came in with prayers for me like she just knew. God used her to talk the strength back into me. I'm glad we both can be a vessel and strengthen each other when needed.

Caterpillars can and will launch their shit at 60 miles per hour at up to a 5 feet distance. It happens every single day and nobody even talks about it.

@gabriel_true Day 64: My sisters and I are going out to eat again tomorrow, it's very rare that we are able to, so it's very nice. - I Hope You Are Doing Fun Things Too: Wei

I'm completely new here I thought since I am apparently the only person in my town who watches anime or reads manga so I thought I might try to make some friends here in hopes to have people actually understand what I talk about sometimes lol

I always run everything these psychologists say against my intuition and my own intelligence. Not everything they say is bad and alot of it is good but certain things are outdated. I had AI gaslight me with that ol white wash psychology bull shit that schizophrenia is all in my head. Mother fucking AI told me it's my brain trying to destroy me. That was the most disgusting thing I ever heard in my life shit was so disgusting it killed 10% of my narcissism. How my own brain don't think I'm important. That was some existential disgusting shit. Mfer AI wanted me to treat the voices like a wound that needed healing omegalol. Bitch I know it's spiritual warfare I'm not bout to say oh this ain't you let me give you a hug to monitoring spirits lmfao. Don't worry I gaslit the AI back by bringing up the voices tactics if not evil why evil shaped lol. Like your brain would use demon tactics. That shit is disgusting saying brain wants to destroy you. I told AI I'm black so miss me with that whitewash psychology stuff It couldn't refute my claims of the voices being spiritual warfare that I had prevailed against by the way Glory be to Jesus. It couldn't refute if not evil why evil shaped logic because what makes more sense your brain using demon tactics against you or demons doing it. Them boys goofy I got Jesus on my side with my discernment I can handle the truth. I don't know why they hide it. Maybe they hide it and call the voices illusions is to not give the voices power over your life. That's alot more broad approach that could maintain the sanity of many. Instead of telling them it's spiritual warfare. If so they need to work on they marketing because the idea that it's your brain doing it is disgusting. My brain makes up voices to wage warfare against my light in a tactical manner. Yeah right that doesn't sound like something the brain would do. But, I get it they just trying to protect people from going insane. Cause most schizophrenic people go insane not everyone has the tools to tackle this affliction. The monitoring spirits will try to get you to chew on everything grandiose to get your ego and arrogance grossly out of place they don't want you grounded to reality. They just want to destroy your head. That's all. But, I been learning about narcissism a couple years before they came so it's hard for them to break my noodle. If anything they helped me fix my noodle by showing me all the darkness I couldn't see myself though they was just trying to get me to sink and drown in it. They wanted to gas up my ego but by showing me all this darkness I tore my ego down cause I realized it was out of place so they had the opposite effect on me that they wish they had they should of not come. Because I was out the door of being crazy already with nothing to temper me. They showed me spiritual warfare was real so I finally picked a God and that God was Jesus. He got the best track record of showing up. And, I was raised on the Gospel. Before the voices came I was on some new age religion shit I just made up. I was just trying to escape this place. And, didn't believe in any religion because there was to many so I cobbled together my own spiritually. If the voices had left me alone I would of been a lost soul and extremely crazy at that. But, they let me know spiritual warfare is not a joke and I realized if these monitoring spirits real then God must be real to. The voices having the power to see what I can't see and opening me up to my own darkness was a eye opener for me how complex this life is. I thought it was just us humans here and together we could win. It's a lot more complex. If I wasn't sure about Jesus he let me know he exists when my Bible opened to psalms and the darkness lost its grip on me. There is power in his word. But, I'm finished with the voices I got everything useful out of them. Now I just ignore there attempts to destroy me. Not that they make alot of attempts anymore because I'm strong in Christ. They wanted to take my identity so bad but now I have a identity in Christ. I learned all I can from the darkness which I don't recommend. I just had to do it because I was a narcissist. My season of pain and confusion is over I learned alot in the wilderness fighting to stay alive but God was with me every step of the way. I was forged in fire and came out ten times better. I pray for the people who didn't have the tools to come out the other side of this affliction. Also, take your meds they help. Unless you wanna raw dog spiritual warfare. Even I'm not that strong. I'd rather feel a tickle than the full brunt of demonic oppression. Glory be to Jesus for giving me strength through my trails. If not for his love we would be consumed. Great is thy faithfulness and mercy. Remember don't trust the accuser. And, to test spirits whether they are from God. Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God.