Elder Gen-X Big Sister loved "Two Occasions" by The Deele. Xennial Big Brother loved "Water Runs Dry" by Boyz II Men. https://youtu.be/WeGvW4EMleY?is=UvY8I_fDw9gxZA34 https://youtu.be/SwATq6HJg4g?is=vJx5y5wstk1GsObR

My approach to faith has changed. I'm just a troll now. The enemy of my enemy is my friend. I don't have to understand God or like God. I just find it fun to troll the devil. Took a while to gather my spite for the devil normally it's at God. But, guess what I hate that snake. And, I know what he hates what better way to troll than do what he hates. Yeah I'm a full time troll. I don't even care if I make it to heaven. Imma tell God it was fun trolling that nigga. Though making it to heaven would be the ultimate troll. But, the way is hard what do?

Yall throw me some Fs, I js lost EVERYTHING in a minecraft hardcore world and now I'm lowk depressed. My dumbahh literally forgot to equip my elytra wings and jumped. Died from fucking fall damage.

I'm back. I know why I'm losing touch with my humanity and I know why everyone else is losing touch with there humanity. We are becoming more and more inhuman with each passing day. Because we erase the pain signals. Because pain that can't be erased easily is torment to our minds and souls. Even a narcissist like me know pain that can't be erased easily is torment to one's mind and soul. Especially when you know you can't erase it easily. Just like a narcissist people erase the pain from there perception. And, those in pain ask and think does no one care about us at all. We are suffering. Like a narcissist does a regular human does 2. I'm starting to think regular people might be just as good as us at causing suffering and erasing the pain signals from there perception. Maybe it's your leaders those who you look up 2. I realized I can't even call myself a human if I don't own those pain signals I caused. Even if it's pain that can't be erased easily that torments me. To ignore the damage I caused and say I'm of sound mind is completely preposterous. Humans and these leaders are so selfish that they rather form a bubble of invulnerability to live there fantasies of how they of sound mind and best judgment when outside that bubble is the ashes of there actions. They are inhuman erasing the pain signals from there perception less they soul and mind be tormented. It doesn't torment them because there heart shall never be moved they erase the pain that makes them human. How can these evil leaders keep moving the way they do it's because they erase your pain from there perception less it torment there mind and soul they don't care. They live in a invulnerable bubble in there mind where nothing negative happens because of them. It's all good. That's why they only want to hear the positives because the negatives are shattering there illusion that they are of sound mind and damaging there soul. They don't have the heart to look at the pain they caused so they erase it from there perception. They don't have the heart to own it. Less it destroys them. Caring about someone else rather than themselves would destroy there rotten soul.

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