Eh, no prob. Though I don't have the highest opinion of narcissists, I'm a prospector. I see more in you than just the boxes and labels. I've also hit rock bottom and become disenfranchised in the self. And I didn't have the support network that many people take for granted. There IS a sense of pride there. A reluctance to take the advice of someone who comes off as naive, or has obviously experienced zenloss. A need to correct them. A tendency to blow up when I'm not being taken seriously, especially on subjects of safety. (Its easier to handle on the internet.) And just a resentment towards those who largely seem too concerned with their own problems to help the people who are obviously struggling. But I do trust my ability to just wipe the emotions to the side and see clearly. I have the self awareness to course correct. To know when I need to apologize. To change my mind about other people. And to try to parse aside the naiveté logic, and understand the kindness behind the advice. And I guess I've learned to appreciate that more than results. And I also know how exhausting it is looking after people like me. I am extremely petty. Annoying to be around. Low self worth, with high self confidence. And just lowkey disconcerting for normal people when I sit there snickering at paranormal activity or talk about the occult stuff. Don't have the money to get the counseling, so I similarly have to keep myself accountable. That's the next best thing anyone can do when they find themselves mentally isolated. And if you can't trust yourself, by all means. People exist. If there's one meaning I've learned to life, its that we exist to love and to be loved. And while I'm good at the first one, I definitely suck at the latter. And since spirits and forces beyond human fathoming are one thing I objectively do better than most people, someone's gotta give a voice to the dead. The one thing angel work has taught me, is that I'm transient. A single spec of dust. Yet the angels do not perceive themselves as anything more or less than me. At the bare minimum we can strive for is to be a constructive force in the universe. And if you're not suited for that work? You can always become more suited for it. Just gotta put in the effort.

My Discord account was hacked last year, and I feel like some of my friends may have been replaced by people pretending to be them. I’m not sure, but it does seem that hackers have been targeting people on this platform. I believe some of the people I met here may be behind the hacks

I keep listening to this one, I like the idea of a mashup concept album. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuX15Qj-Y44

99.9% of girls are just... unapproachable or insufferable or disloyal these days, (That and I'm lowk retarded so the ones that aren't don't want me) so as things stand I'm honestly happy single. I got cigarettes, I got beer, and I got my horse girls. Lowk what more could a man even want in life?