The physical sensation in my head that I rarely experience when I have a bad thought about something or someone might not be from the holy spirit I think it's the voices cause last night this sensation wouldn't go away. I know i asked God if it's the holy spirit show me more. But, I thought nothing bad so for it to come and not leave must be the voices fucking with me. As if I would go crazy just cause they can fuck with me. Most schizophrenics would be like there is a chip in my brain or there is a bug in my brain. Oh no I'm AI. There mind would go crazy jumping to all kind of delusions. It's likely they just fucking with me so I think it's God they great pretenders and manipulaters you can't manipulate a narcissist. They know I'm desperate to receive guidance from God so they can use that. They want me to see it as something grand and become grandiose they really adamant about how powerful I am. I know power corrupts. My servitude is meant for my God only. Satan can do signs and wonders and counterfeit miracles to deceive people. I'm not a fresh spawn nibba I do this. One day God will evict the counterfeit from my mind and make his wisdom and glory known. Tactile hallucinations are known for schizophrenia so it's in the voices repertoire. If God wanted to make his presence known he would do so in a way that doesn't cause confusion and you would be sure. To these counterfeit voices my God is greater https://media.tenor.com/DVkZ269GdysAAAAM/borat.gif

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8tEB3RS/ Everybody switching up now lol not that I care both sides are looney to me.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28Sdj4DS32g Tie me to the mast, I'm going under. There's a maiden waitin' for me in the depths. She's promising a life of pleasure and plunder. Come search me, sir, you'll find I've nothing left. A mutiny, good Lord, that's what they called it. Just for questioning his command. But jokes on you though, sir, 'cause I live forever. Sailor overboard, just how we planned.

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As much as anyone would expect me to say JoJo, I wouldn't call it underrated. But Owari no Seraph was one of my OGs and one of my tops of all time

GLOBAL TOWERS: STARTING WITH THE SSS-RANK TALENT, GOD-TIER EXTRACTION Over 1200 chapters and there's skill fusion.

1. What is your favorite color? - Green is my favorite, but I also love blue. 2. What music is on your playlist right now? - My newest playlist is themed around medieval covers. 3. What anime/manga have you been reading/watching lately? - I started reading NANA. 4. What languages do you speak? - Geek and cat, mostly. / 5. What job do you have? - Disabled. 6. How many siblings do you have? - Just one. / 7. Do you get along with your parents? - Yes. 8. What is your favorite drink? - Dr. Pepper. / 9. Do you drive like an asshole? - I can't drive. 10. What classes did you like in school? - Art! / 11. What is your MBTI? - I don't know. 12. Do you have any religious beliefs? - I do, yes. 13. If you were an anime character, who do you think you'd be? (in an existing anime) - Tohru Honda 14. Are you a brave person in the face of things others would run away from? - I would hope so. 15. What is your favorite food? - Pizza. 16. What is your ideal first date like? - The kind of date where you laugh a lot and enjoy each other's company so much, you don't want it to end. That's probably asking too much though these days, aha. / 17. Do you have the brain worms? - Oh gosh. I hope not! / 18. What sort of exercise do you like to do? - Walk laps and listen to music. / 19. Are you a workaholic or a sofa surfer? - Unable to work but always help keep the house tidy. / 20. What is love? - Oh baby, don't hurt me. Don't hurt me no more.