Finally understood what jumping to conclusions about God does to my faith instead of the the humble approach saying Lord I don't understand. GOD IS THE TRUTH and I finally understand that enough to not jump to another conclusion that is not the truth again. It's been a long time coming I was tired of operating off my own understanding. But, it's over I fully acknowledge the truth and I am a liar. Like the verse say let God be true and everyman a liar. This is my last day lying on God. I'm happy the understanding came on time before I got out of character. I'm swapping out jumping to conclusions and acknowledging I just don't understand. And, ask for understanding. Never will I hold a contradicting belief about who God is because I acknowledge him to be the truth no matter what may come to pass. I humbly thank the Lord for blessing me with this understanding even though I don't deserve it. His grace and mercy was much needed for I could not see on my own I could not do good on my own. Blessed are his tender mercies. I denied and raged about his character and instead of cursing me he blessed me with understanding I don't deserve. Freed from the snares of my own mind I can walk in truth unshaken that God is who he says he is. Thank you Lord for bringing to my attention what was keeping me from having a deeper faith. I'm happy to get closer with you. James 1:5 "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives generously to all without finding fault."

I'll ask the tech wizards here out of a concerning encounter I had with a GameStop customer service call I made recently. It was a simple question and I had called the 1-800 number from the official membership card. Trying to sign into my membership account online to access reward points. So when I get a call back the gentleman on the phone answered my question by saying the usual, "I'll send you an email to reset your account, but I noticed your browser history doesn't show our website." He then went on to say he noticed I didn't have the app downloaded either. I was a bit puzzled, because I was on the website from my at home computer. Then I put it together he was speaking about, I assume, my phone browser. I find it disconcerting because at no point did he mention he would be directly accessing my phone. I simply thought he was sending me an email to reset my GameStop account. I know they say, "We are recording the call," but I didn't take it that meant having full access to my personal phone. Not sure if that's what the guy was suggesting when he said that, but I was curious what he could have meant by, "your browser history doesn't show our website," or "I noticed you haven't downloaded the app." Mostly cause if customer service calls now entail digging through peoples' personal messages or files unrelated to the question I don't like this new age of technology.

You think they will? I'm kinda new to this franchise as a whole. Seems like every iteration is something unique with homages to previous versions?

The Major sings his love of War. https://suno.com/song/746c0b9a-4d1b-4286-9d4e-5d8c19111513

Currently reading Bungo Stray Dogs, Dandadan, OPM, OP, Fate/Strange Fake. I honestly either dropped or just haven't found anything too interesting to read, manga wise. I've been reading more novels lately.

https://youtu.be/lnQLsfz6uv0?si=n1Mao39KescMytOe https://youtu.be/Zi2JqeYgB7w?si=9OXYmd5Ze_9fUo65

(4:25 PM Tue.) Wow! I never thought that this day would come so soon. But, I will be gone from this website for an indefinite amount of time due to our wifi being permanently/temporarily shut off, and I have no clue when we'll get new service providers. I don't know of part of the reason for this is money issues? But either way, I'm not too worried about it, losing internet isn't a big deal. I love you guys and remember to leave me all the messages if you want, you know I'll respond first thing when I return. Love you all again! ❤️

Been a busy couple weeks. Been tending to my expanding pollinator garden. My bottle brush is growing back nicely and I have new milkweed plants, including Florida native swamp milkweed which is growing waaaay taller than advertised. Got new seeds sewn and already some caterpillars! It's a full time job being a bug daddy.

Embarrassing when you realize you forgot to pay a bill. Luckily the insurance company didn't cancel on me or charge a late fee for being a week late. Wondering why I had extra cash to spend, haha!

https://youtu.be/Oj3gIqTsOXc?si=xy5TwuAig7D570U0 Artist: Seal Song: Crazy