@willworkforisekai I can't speak for @a_wesley_g , but I'm not saying that these things shouldn't be talked about at all, it's just the fact that it seems like EVERY source of media is filled with something political or (I'm just using the term people use cause idk what else to call it) woke. Like, even kids content these days end up having something political or what have you shoved into it when it doesn't need that. And I get that this world is terrible, and I do agree these things should be discussed, but for me, there IS a time and a place for such serious topics to be brought up. Also, it's true peoples minds work very differently, some can handle harsh topics better than others. I personally do enjoy when heavy themes or world issues can be discussed in media or content in general, but again, that's when it's done properly. Because there has been some older TV shows (kids or adult) that dealt with real world issues phenomenally, but I think these days my problem is that it quite literally is in your face 24/7 without reprieve or a chance to process the things you just read/heard/saw. I genuinely think people are doing it on purpose sometimes so that we as the people (especially as the people that certain issues like the one's famous people and etc. try and bring up would effect) don't have the time to truly think about what's happening, cause they use fear tactics to get people to always be angry at one another or this world rather than looking towards the real issue. And, another issue of mine is how so many of these real world issues are very often portrayed by people in positions of power or wealth that truly don't know what that means for everyone else. So for me, it's not about running away from the cruelty of others, but it's about the balance and frequency of when these things are being brought up. I don't have an issue having deep discussions, my sisters and I have them all the time, however, we also do talk about mundane and simple/funny stuff too, not just how much the world ducks sometimes.

@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

I'm going be driving about 8 hours tomorrow for Katsucon, it's gonna be a long day. It does and doesn't surprise me that there's always concurrent cons and such. Really have to pick and choose sometimes.

I'm leaving this site it's boring here. Wake me up when humans aren't scared to unravel and we can all catch a mean speed boost off each other. I need to be around other fighters of darkness so I can evolve. But, humanity barely disinterested with the mundane. Guess I'll just journal until humans get serious.