@kurok Same. I persist. The trauma is what it is. The shadow has a comrade. The loneliness is an echo. And depression is a liar. But the bones? They endure.

My Discord account was hacked last year, and I feel like some of my friends may have been replaced by people pretending to be them. I’m not sure, but it does seem that hackers have been targeting people on this platform. I believe some of the people I met here may be behind the hacks

Chocopyro @chocopyro Nice to hear someone else say something sane. Thanks for interacting with me. You don't know how much it helps my mental. It's hard fighting the good fight as a narcissist especially with the voices negative input. It's nice to see other people not scared to talk about something sane. So I don't keep second guessing myself thinking I'm crazy. Edit: Rant time I was gonna give up the faith and told my gf but then I realized what I actually wanted and needed was support. So I asked her what would God think of me. And, she told me and said I'm no less of God than she is. Because I revere her God looks good on her. I needed to had to hear another opinion of someone I trust what's God opinion of me. Because mine is corrupt. Edit: Upon writing I'm acknowledging how corrupt my own mind can get with the voices so I find it eye opening to get my gf view on God and me. Also to seek views on yt when time gets hard. It took this long to figure out how corrupt things have gotten inside my head not do any bad corrupt just blind corrupt. Man the world just keep spinning with surprises. Maybe I have to rely on others. I'm used to doing everything myself. But, maybe I can't see clearly on my own. Edit: Another breakthrough I bet lot's of people think they can see clearly on there own. It takes all kinds. I'm guilty of thinking my judgment is above others who isn't? I guess that's just pride.

I keep listening to this one, I like the idea of a mashup concept album. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuX15Qj-Y44

99.9% of girls are just... unapproachable or insufferable or disloyal these days, (That and I'm lowk retarded so the ones that aren't don't want me) so as things stand I'm honestly happy single. I got cigarettes, I got beer, and I got my horse girls. Lowk what more could a man even want in life?