Going against the flow rarely brings worldly rewards; it usually brings hardship. Yet, the knowledge you discover along the way is a reward of its own.

@willworkforisekai Well, curses? They don't have decision making capability. Curses and spells will always choose the path of least resistance. And most curses are of humans and spirits that are parallel to us. Demonic curses are something I can protect against pretty easily. But recently, I encountered a ghost of someone practiced in the ceremonial magicks who had enslaved many demons during his life time, and man, I had to completely gut out my old psychic defense systems on me, my spirit team, and my home, and rebuild it from scratch. AND IT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH. No alone demon could touch love as a force. But a human can. So I had to go outside the box myself. No telling how long this one will hold up. Now you're right on the whole thing about rap music being a curse in the systemic sense. The stuff put out by the major labels at least are an attack against black intellectualism. As is the private prison industrial complex, where the breadwinners of black homes are targeted and imprisoned disproportionately to white people for the same crimes, even if they actually do pose a threat towards society. Again though. It is of man. Demons can't create. They are Vessels of Ruin. It takes Man to make a System of Ruin like that. And the denizens of darkness can only thrive in the shadow of that creation. We're more complete souls than they are. We are limited creators ourselves.

My gf got off work to be with her daughters. I'm kinda sad that her days off is over. I felt like I was there a little bit. Is this the shared connection coming on that people talk about. Is this the part where it's normal to fantasize about being with the family and having fun or how much fun the family is having rn. It's slow learning but having new things provide meaning is nice. Seeing pictures of the ones I love makes me happy. It's especially special cause a feeling is connected to imagery. Not a bad feeling a good feeling. Beautiful imagery in my life who would of thought. Though there is other beautiful imagery in my life but I can't perceive it as such because it elicits bad feelings there gotta be a way to subvert that. https://youtu.be/z6IhIKGVBXA?is=eaz_crLXHM0NVSd1

Bruh mobile legends bang bang blocked US players from playing with people in the Philippines. I wanted to play with my gf and her 2 daughters. They need a carry. I'm sad. I wanted to show them how good there Tito is. Discord also banned in the Philippines because of something that happen at a school probably something to do with radicalization groups.

Had this lovely woman come up to me yesterday asking if it would be too weird to tell me something, and I told her go ahead that it’s fine. She then says, “You are really handsome and I genuinely mean that! Your facial features are stunning and just make you seem inviting to approach”! Like I told her thank you so much and I also meant that too! She said she had to go finish shopping but she will “leave the swinging for the park” XD so fucking sweet of her

Elder Gen-X Big Sister loved "Two Occasions" by The Deele. Xennial Big Brother loved "Water Runs Dry" by Boyz II Men. https://youtu.be/WeGvW4EMleY?is=UvY8I_fDw9gxZA34 https://youtu.be/SwATq6HJg4g?is=vJx5y5wstk1GsObR

My approach to faith has changed. I'm just a troll now. The enemy of my enemy is my friend. I don't have to understand God or like God. I just find it fun to troll the devil. Took a while to gather my spite for the devil normally it's at God. But, guess what I hate that snake. And, I know what he hates what better way to troll than do what he hates. Yeah I'm a full time troll. I don't even care if I make it to heaven. Imma tell God it was fun trolling that nigga. Though making it to heaven would be the ultimate troll. But, the way is hard what do?

Yall throw me some Fs, I js lost EVERYTHING in a minecraft hardcore world and now I'm lowk depressed. My dumbahh literally forgot to equip my elytra wings and jumped. Died from fucking fall damage.