Vent

Of course now its my turn to vent! The cost of living in Darwin is TOO damn high! And I want to save money to see her. What's the point of awesome worker's wages if the government is just going to take it all AFTER I earn it.

Shoot it's just the tenacity is a pain but I swear I wanna quit looking but I'm tired of being depressed. People just say: "Just quit being depressed." It isn't that easy oof. If they knew most the things I've been through and how my feelings have constantly been played with then they'd understand... I hope.

There are times when I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything or my life is going nowhere. What lies in this inevitable future? Cost of living is ridiculous over where I'm at. I wish I could go out and do other cool things I'd really want to do. But I'm stuck here. It's like.... I don't know what reason Ex has to be depressed about? I've gone through anxiety and I was depressed for a good long time. Like there was a time many years ago when I stopped drawing because of a lot of drama in my life? I went to therapy for awhile and it did help, and I found out why I was feeling like garbage. I've been anti-social my entire life and have been betrayed by those who I once thought I could consider my friends but they weren't. There was once someone I liked online years ago and confessed to, but she rejected me kindly. And I don't hear from her anymore along with my former online friends. But yeah, you've just gotta keep going and appreciate the little things in life. That's what I learned.

ocean said that very different from how i was going to mine was more like lol stfu dont compare someone elses life to yours and imply their reason to feel depressed is miniscule