Vent

When I get upset I try to keep it in perspective. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_Loqu0jo7k&vl=uk Skip to 3:59 - 4:07

I'm tired of getting my heart broken and left in the dust. I just want a boyfriend or girlfriend that'll love me so that I don't feel worthless and in the dust. Everyday I have my jealousy from my best friends relationship because his is so great and he literally brags about her all the time. It really upsets me that I cannot find someone that'll be my saving grace. I've been through 7 girlfriends & boyfriends total. I'm tired of this :( I want to just leave relationships alone but my limitless tenacity keeps pushing me to find someone. Idc if it's someone on MO that doesn't care about long distance relationships. Please, someone love my emotional, cinnamon roll, kind-hearted self uwu.

if you get a girlfriend, instead of getting jealous of your best friend, youre getting jealous because of your girlfriend, and i think it feels worse ? hahaha