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Most people see me like... https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdMWm8aY/ But I see myself like... https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdMWNePo/

Covid is ruining my life at this point and i havent even had it yet. I cant even live a normal life, every aspect of my life is suffering because of it. Its been 2 years please just let it die already. These vaccines arent working man. Every military member has been vaccinated by now and the covid positivity shot up in the past 2-3 weeks. Its driving me crazy. I have also been so stressed out lately. This shit has been ruining my life since 2020. Caused me depression and suicidal thoughts that year then stopped me from doing what i wnated to do through out 2021 which was travel. Still in 2022 and cant travel wasting away here.

@hell_hound7 Unfortunately, this isn't going away. There are going to be a couple of surges every year. You can expect 1 in the wintertime because people are indoors and stuck together. You can expect another in warm/hot places in the summer because people are indoors because of the heat. Here's something I can tell you that maybe gives you a little bit of hope for the future. Some docs and data analysts are comparing this surge to the past ones and if it's true to prior surges, within the next week or two the surge in cases should peak and we should see a start of a decline. People are anticipating things will be back to what it was by March. I know they can't see the future and this is kinda speculation. The variable I would consider in all this is that Omnicron is more infectious than the other ones and is hitting the vaccinated just as hard as the unvaccinated, so there is room for error. But again, I think this is just how we have to live from now on unless it keeps mutating with downgrades.

Everytime most of society overdo what defines "normal", pandemics occur. It is backlashing the neurotypicals/social norms for putting most neurodivergent misfits/rebels/troublemakers out of groups using gatekeeping. https://youtu.be/GEPhLqwKo6g There were no vaccines in ancient time periods. Including when The Passover Plague occurred. https://youtu.be/HXmru6NrSAY What anti-vaxxers are like toward Dr. Fauci/CDC/government/etc. https://youtu.be/qbIEepu8Z4w

Older Generations: "People your age or younger are bullying you because they are jealous!" Equally-Aged or Younger Generations: "Stop listening to them. They are just saying that just to be nice to you!"

I swear there are too many players on Halo Infinite on my team that don’t know what the fuck is happening around them. Don’t know how to work as a team and wander off on their own. Hide around a corner full health while their teammate is 1v1ing and will not jump in to help. Game after game. Really takes the fun out of it

Gotta love getting pulled into a office by your supervisor and being told people are talking behind your back that you show up late for work multiple times. Like no i wasnt late i was there actually working. Its not my fault yall decide to have a meeting 10 minutes before we "open". I havent been late ever since getting my office and why is that? Cuz i dont have to see any of our patients just lining up asking for help. I just take the back entrance and go straight for my office. It was never a problem when dudes were showing up late every day but because they outrank me and ar your peers its cool. Then some bimbo had the nerve to ask me who told me i could go home. Like bitch myself. The guy in charge of the clinic at the time then walks out at that moment and backs me up to put icing on the cake. Yo i cant work with women, and beta ass cucks. Im ready to leave this place. Over here gossiping and shit i cant stand women.

@projectotakux Society does not accept diversity. @hell_hound7 https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdhf2hpo/ https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdhffyGy/ https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdhfFk7s/

Im really just over everything honestly, im so frustrated and tired of just everything. I just wanna go home and never speak to anyone. Never leave, never do anything again. I feel like i cant control any aspect of my life, it just feels like a never ending simulation where im the literal punching bag for everyone and everything. I hate the place where i work. These people have no regard for me and expect me to perform superhuman tasks while others laze around. Why must i get called out by people when i literally do the most work out of everyone here. Relationships, work life, family everything has been nothing but me being ridiculed and made to seem as though something is wrong with me. Im just done with all, i really want to lose everything so i can finally have what i need to say goodbye to this dumbass planet.