Vent

This week sucked and a wrench got thrown into the weekend which totally threw everything askew. On top of all that we were ghosted on a wedding appointment we had today for his tux. I can already feel this upcoming week is going to be grindy. 8/ I would want to take some time for myself to recoup time lost, but something tells me I'm probably going to get hit with the rona soon. We think Arc's dad might have it again.

Why do people I talk to act as though I'm complicated? I'll say it here and now: I'm not. Complex? Sure but so's everyone else. But not complicated.

Yesterday I made an all cash offer for a house 35k over asking price. I offered everything I had. Today I found out it was rejected for another offer. This is my 9th rejected home offer in the last 6th months. I've never gotten so close to depression until I started looking for a house.

I'm over here watching the bachelor this dad is not letting this dude colton..his blessing talking about he could be lying to you....these poor girls i looked up who he picks but realize he was gay the entire time my mom has no idea she like omg it takes him 30+ sexy women of kissing and making out and sleeping with them to still not realize who you are on the inside...i think this man pisses me off the most when he goes get the father's blessing and make it so believable that he take care of their daughters and lie to their fathers like that just look into the dad eyes and just fucking lie to them. Made her father believe in him disrespect her dad in such a way...I don't think i can watch the rest of this season without getting more piss off..at this colton dude i mean i feel so bad for these girls...heh going all over the world with this gay dude and falling in love with him and getting him on his knee purposing and marring him and just omg....30+ women..too...and marriage to finally come out as who you are and he talks so much about following your heart and trusting your gut the entire time when he never fucking....actually followed his heart otherwise he should have realize sooner...so..wtf...my mom thinks this colton guy is such a nice guy too my mom has no idea i think im going to just hit her with the reality button on this season and skip it to the next season hahahahaha good for him for coming out but bad on him for allllllllllllllllllllllll this shit to get THERE.... cause god that would hurt sooo bad that would just cause some poor girl to kill herself..honesty that would hurt soo bad it no wonder hes getting restraining orders against him and some girls need therapy after all that...ooo.oooo my heart i cant even imagine that kind of pain omg...this chick on tv is like colton is the most genuine person i met and im like NOOO HES NOT GENUINE AT ALL HE DONT EVEN KNOW WHO HE IS!!!! OMG MY HEART breaks for these poor women...it just pisses me off when a man lies to the dad about his feelings on his daughter....he had everybody fool..hell he so good...so good...deep down he has to know.

https://youtu.be/IqGRbBAQp4I This is why I get Jaded by more AAA games. IDC if you say "just dont buy the microtransactions or NFTs" chances are some other idioit is.