Random thoughts...

flying to palm springs in a day. my headphones didnt show up, glad i got manga yesterday. ajin. dark fantasy. i like the snow up here, but i have to go. my step brothere will be there so its cool. my mind had been a mess. maybe tomorrow ill be good.

My face feels swollen (Sinuses got wrecked.)and sore, I cant taste, smell or breath. But, hey!!! My eyes are getting better.lol Twas a sinus infection that turned into pink eye and a touch of an ear infection. It's ALL interconnected thanks to the sinuses... yippee. But, thanks for asking @wei_ying

@yaasshat your poor sinuses and face :(. I had an ear infection a bit ago too, so I hope you begin to make a quick recovery soon. And it’s no problem at all ^^

Ugh I'm like that sometimes. One thing goes wrong and it's a dominoes effect causing 1 or 2 other ailments. Rare, but it happens. I've never had pink eye though, thankfully.

I love when strangers start a conversation asking how many children I have. What's more pleasant is when I say none and they inquire further for the reason. Usually digging at the point about my age. Mentioning how many they had in that span. Personally I don't mind listening to others gush about their family, but it baffles me why exactly they NEED an answer for my lack of a child. I could have had a medical condition that prevents it and how rude is it to draw attention? That said I DO have a great reason why, but it would be incredibly depressing to bring up in polite conversation. I don't think any of these people could appreciate a miscarriage or probably care. Like would they end the conversation if I said my deceased kid would have been 2 this year?

Could claim cancer as that's how one of my relatives lost their ability. But it's the point of what people aren't considering when they ask such questions. Like to them who haven't experienced loss it doesn't occur that might be a valid reason.