Johannes

and uhh hay fever sucks i need to sleep 11 hours per day now just so that my walls under my eyes aren't 5cm deep into my brain and dragging about 10cm down my face

Sorry!! https://wx1.sinaimg.cn/mw690/87d788b2ly1g29xmb87n2j20b405tjrs.jpg

I have accepted that I will be alone for the next 2-4 months friends-wise. Now what. there's a very, very long story behind that i'm not gonna explain, what it comes down to is that i have friends but no friend groups. i don't have besties which i hang out with, i have online friends but uhh yeah.. irl > online. so basically, i will rarely be hanging out with anyone. Does anyone have any solid advice for times like these? i honestly want to keep being myself but i feel like i'll change because i won't meet up with friends anymore, i'm just scared i guess. after 4 months i HOPE i'll be in college in a new city. god for fuck's sake JOHANNES PASS YOUR GOD DAMN EXAMS AND GO TO BED. alright i'm going to bed, goodnight.