Rose Mommy ®

https://media.tenor.com/IN9dJkxNmBgAAAAM/anime-room.gif almost 2 weeks now here at 6000 and I think I'm doing good being somewhat "independent"...I also feel like I'm socializing a lot more than usual...Like going out to the malls or any place with my cousin and friends to shop or to eat...I also initiate small talks or meetups now at least...I'm happy I've made acquaintances as well in our university...I also feel at ease now in some classes, and I feel good knowing I can rely on my classmates... really hoping for my social skills to improve and for my anxiety to lessen, and I think I'm off to a good start. I commend myself for somehow trying and pushing myself out of my comfort zone these days ^^ I talk to my mom a lot bout my smol achievements and she is also happy for me, to think that weeks before coming back here I had been having a lot of mental breakdowns and she was crying for me as well because she does not know what's wrong or how to properly help me...she was that worried that she even asked me if I want to just quit university as of now because she can't let me be alone here and if she should find another doctor to help me with my situation. I also feel happy that even when I cannot do much, most of the time my friends would like to contact me or ask me for help...for example, the other day my friend was also feeling anxious about going out to buy water so she messaged me if I can go with her...and also today my friend lost her debit card and she was panicking, so she informed me and I stayed with her until she got help from the bank. I realized that it feels good sometimes to be needed and to be relied on...like there's a meaning or purpose to my existence here on earth. I'm also happy how my friends are like attentive/respectful of my needs. like for example them respecting how I don't do hugs or handshakes, and other things like that. excited for tomorrow...I will eat lunch with my friends and after I will be going shopping with another friend as well...And this coming Sunday I will be attending my first Christmas/Acquaintance party. still feeling nervous, but I guess I just gotta do it. ^^ I will be busy as well next week for I will be rendering legal services to PDL's. glad I'm also done with my 8-hr duty at our legal clinic. ^^