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chocopyro
Chocopyro @chocopyro left a comment for Swifty
Jan 29, 23 at 11:48pm
Alright, so basically the psychonaught definition is very similar to both the spiritual and occult definitions of the word, right down to the connection with divinity you were describing. The high vibe kids live in that stuff, and you can't get them back down to earth no matter what you try. Where as a person in stage 4 demonic possession is going to be carrying that trauma for the rest of their lives, if they're lucky. But assuming they make it through, sometimes parts of them just kind of awaken, making them more perceptive or resilient to those kinds of things. Honestly, given the mind stretching energies that we're working with, it doesn't surprise me how similar they are. Guess it's a phenomenon that anyone who is familiar with experiencing consciousness would know of. Like I said, I've experienced both. The latter is what I'm trying to come out of. I've always kinda viewed it as navigating a cycle, or perhaps just transformation. Though even with having navigated it constructively the first few times I lost someone, when I went to put the pieces back together, some of it was missing. The research you posted about DPD is very much what I'm experiencing. Although empathy isn't really what's being blocked. If anything, my empathic ability has increased, even if I have trouble telling what I'm feeling. But thinking about it like an anxiety. I've never really been the type to have problems with anxiety, but I think there might be something to that theory. At least it's a direction to orient myself to. That's something I did need.
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault It resembled some of what you were describing. Depersonalization is something I have experienced before coming out of bouts of depression. When I was a teen, again in college, even in my 30s. But some have even argued depression itself is transformative. You live with it, you survive it, it may have helped manifest changes to get better. Maybe it's a slight form of ego death that's excruciatingly slow. The psychonaut way is instant gratification and magnified. This is just me theorizing.
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Coming out of depression though, I didn't feel that familiar connection to everything and the universe. I wonder what that chemical reaction is, if it's always just a small release of natural DMT in the brain, like when a person dies, or if it's something else we haven't yet discovered. I think that's why so many psychonauts chase it though. Melting reality to feel at one with everything. Mushrooms, ketamine, peyote, now ayuasca.
chocopyro
Chocopyro @chocopyro left a comment for Swifty
Jan 29, 23 at 11:00pm
Thanks!
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 left a comment for Swifty
Jan 29, 23 at 6:05pm
https://youtube.com/shorts/ITHknhafPzA?feature=share
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Omg lol such a waste.
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 YEAHHHH LOL hopefully the video makes back a bit but who knows
arc
Arc @arc left a comment for Swifty
Jan 28, 23 at 12:14pm
https://youtu.be/8dptfgJ9jSI Twerk it.
verucassault
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Eh? Eh? *nudge nudge*
hell_hound7
Panda-kun™ @hell_hound7 Good character development
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 left a comment for Swifty
Jan 26, 23 at 4:07pm
https://youtube.com/shorts/7dOAdX89yzU?feature=share
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Lol we saw that one recently. That guy is popping up on arc's feed now too lol
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 Lol you made him a daily part of our lives, thank you
wei_ying
Jan 26, 23 at 3:34pm
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0tDsJx_-jmc
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault I love this channel. It's so relaxing.
wei_ying
Cookie Mommy ® @wei_ying Glad you like it
arc
Arc @arc left a comment for Swifty
Jan 24, 23 at 9:40am
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Did you know
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault I mean he does seem like a creeper so no surprise
arc
Arc @arc If you think about it Yuga has the most powerful quirk of all; the power to break the 4th wall
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Maybe he has 2 quirks then
arc
Arc @arc If they make a new season and reveal that it would blow my mind
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 left a comment for Swifty
Jan 23, 23 at 3:31pm
https://youtu.be/q57-9i7asNA
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Lol I can go without spicy mayo on my sushi because I love Wasabi but Mexican food without cheese? JUST STAB A KNIFE IN MY CHEST
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 Lol Ive never had sushi but im not a seafood fan. Also not a huge cheese fan semi lactose and too much makes me gag
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 left a comment for Swifty
Jan 22, 23 at 8:32pm
I found 2 funny youtubers Ones a food reviewer in his car https://youtube.com/shorts/9B8swnoOhq0?feature=share The other is a sassy grandma lol https://youtube.com/shorts/W-lfbxCBqcQ?feature=share
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault Lol grandma sounds like a Jewish New Yorker with lots of attitude
joemama711
Fuck Atlanta @joemama711 Yeah shes great lol
verucassault
Swifty @verucassault The bagel sammiches looked great 8[ I want
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