Welcome, I hope that you find what you're looking for, while you're here... "Happy hunting". "See you space cowboy!"

OI i already made a thread for this http://www.maiotaku.com/topics/34155

It's only awkward if either of you make it that way. Hell I was engaged at one point myself and it never worked out and she's living with her new boyfriend but we're still good friends regardless of what's happened in the past and I'm totally fine with that o/ It's fine to be upset about it but once you're ready just try your best to move on, be kind to yourself and treat yourself to feel better and eventually someone else will come along and sweep you off your feet o/ Oh and don't ever worry about your sexuality - you're you and that aspect will never change that :D

I like the idea though I kinda feel I should have some input on it. Or there should be some standard filter for it. For me for example a early thirty or mid twenties at least. Maybe I missed the setting option as I mostly use my phone for this site. :)

You sound pretty young. I'm sorry to say, but not everyone is going to have your best interest in mind. Getting hurt is a big part of life. Pain makes us stronger. You have to learn from your pain, so you don't make the same mistake again. If you feel like you're being used, you should think about it and if you are you have to break it off before it's too late. However, you have to keep in mind that there are people out there who you can trust. When you let the right people in, they can be pretty great.