There are people who see sadness and depression as part of their identity and feel comfortable with it. "Positivity" and "negativity" are too vague terms to figure out something meaningful about them, really. I don't think about it. Sometimes I feel up and sometimes down, so do people around me, I guess that's just life.

"书中自有颜如玉，书中自有黄金屋":"reading will benefit us sooner or later" My father used to mention that Chinese quote to me, though he is nearly illiterate.Thanks to his encouragement, I have been interested in reading random books,magazines and newspaper since I was little~Without random information and knowledge I absorbed from books and articles, I wouldn't have impressed those people and befriended them...

in amsterdam, you can buy every drug because the police isn't in control there (the netherlands police department is having issues controlling it) personally also in favor of legalizing every single drug because it makes the drugs safer to use, i'm also in favor of education about drugs and how to use them, the effects etc. should scare off a lot of people from using drugs and getting into it, or at least letting people know what the effects are so that they know what they're getting into. to be honest, the whole weed conversation is lame. funny sidestory: a 37 year old guy in a cheapo hotel in amsterdam was meeting up with people who were all 15-20 years younger than him, he was saying stuff like "smoking weed is fucking lit dude" absolute cringer LOL imagine being 37 years old and not being out of your teenager phase yet. best part is the other people didn't even want to smoke weed and just wanted to go sightseeing in amsterdam, while they were all like teens or students HAHAH not saying weed is for kids but he acted like it was so cool or something, it was just so fucking cringe (i know he was 37 because i followed their conversation for 1,5 hours because my friend and i were also staying at the hotel but staying in different rooms (6 beds in 1 dorm) so i didn't wanna like knock on the door or call him or anything, he took very long getting out of bed)

The thing that will spur me to write will usually be when watching/reading/playing something that has a bunch of good concept with cool ideas but explores them poorly. That being said. I don't think it turns out much better, but it definitely gets the gears grinding.