Confessions

I confess there's a spider that's about the size of a quarter that's kinda been hanging out on my bathroom wall for the past few days. I honestly have never seen it move but it's definitely alive because it's on a different spot on the wall every time I go in there. I haven't really thought about killing it or getting rid of it because it doesn't really seem to be quite interested in doing anything outside of just standing there...menacingly. :u

Sometimes I wonder if I'd feel more stimulated by some of my friends intellectually if I talked to them more. There are a great deal of people I like but really don't know that much about. Whole worlds of experiences I never bothered to look into. It's kinda funny to think that I might have really connected deeply with some of them had I put more effort into it.

I confess that I learned depression is not a cool thing to have when you fall asleep because you have a killer headache afterwards. Like Oooooowwwwwweeeeeee~ I am feeling better tho but pissed I spent my first day off depressed in bed. https://media.giphy.com/media/10xG0hgyNpNxp6/giphy.gif

I'm kinda lonely. & I wanna get married in FFXIV. I want the mount & emote.