Confessions

Live and you learn i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i shouldnt i have to choose tbh but if it happens in the future it might play out like a harem and then no one gets picked XD i will just be neutral and let them figure it out There are friends of my stepdad that my mom doesnt like and they also dont like my mom. They just stay away from each other

In other news... Shouldn't have eaten that Chinese food. Mah tummeh is explodin 'n of course I get the toilet that shoots water up my ass every five seconds. While refreshing, it's a little unnerving getting that Posiedon's kiss...

Yeah nah, I'd never put myself in a situation where I'd have to choose between an SO and my friends. Everyone in my life brings their own merits, not going to deprive myself of one for the sake of another. :u Though in my experience I HAVE lost friends because of stuff like that, they get a boyfriend or girlfriend and everyone else basically is dead to them more or less. Hell, I had a female friend who cut off all contact with me before because her boyfriend was super insecure at the fact we got along so well. Haven't seen or spoken to her in like 4 years. I also had a male friend who like fucking disappeared off the map once he got a girlfriend, he doesn't even exist in our circle of friends anymore. Just communicates with one person occasionally through snapchat, and that's after they went out of their way to reach out to him after we all started wondered where the hell he went lmao. But eh me personally? I'd never do that. A partner could very likely be something that's temporary, it'd be a waste to throw away other people in your life who really have your back for something like that. I seriously can't imagine being the guy/girl who ghosted on all of their friends for their partner but things didn't work out and they just end up left completely alone not only having to deal with the heartbreak, but deal with the awkwardness of trying to reconnect with all of the people they cut off for that relationship too, since...you know they have no friends or anyone to confide in or vent to anymore. I mean true friends would welcome them back with open arms of course which is nice and all, but the fact that they abandoned them will linger forever. Kinda brings into question their integrity as a friend and a person even in my opinion. But eh, to each their own I guess. *shrug* My experiences with other people doing that to me definitely made me start re-evaluating who's worth my time and who's not for sure though, was a welcome life experience.

For the first time in a long time, I feel physically ill from eating Mcdonalds. The food was fine, but my body is not happy with my choice.

I eat fast food almost daily, but I switch up what I'm actually eating. Its not like I always go to wendy's and grab a baconator. The worst stuff is the really greasy foods.

Yasshat, you have some respect from me. I get sick with taco bell food.

I need to cook more often and used to. Then again, I used to weigh between 185-190... Now? 230+ XD Gotta eat healthy and exercise.