Confessions

You're about to lose your booty jerk snake. *prepares the punishment* on a serious note: I hear a noise and wake calling kit Kat thinking she was getting into something to find she was sleeping at my feet. I don't like unexplained noises. Nothing looks like it was disturbed either.

I confess that I've reach my limits now. Today was a bad day and I was nearly to cut my veins - I'm glad that somebody was in my near to talk about my thoughts. I confess that I cannot understand how somebody can change his mind in one day, more in not an hour. If you was talking lovely and on a switch you are calling out like a person who likes to abusive people and likes to play the victim. The days before I was an amazing person for you. What's wrong with you?! And I also confess that I cannot being together with someone who thinks badly about me. I'll not make the same mistake again and run after him. It hurts so much that's happens again.

Thanks for your words Midas. I'm wondering what I was for him all the time. Does all the sweet sharing moments of loving thoughts means nothing for him? Was that fake all the time? Or our talks? I cannot understand that.