Bad experences with love

woot there you go happy to um help ish idk if you'd call it that again 2 parts to me I'm a downer but oddly enuff I try to help cheer up ...um not often I do so...hm never mind good luck to you

well if you think you can make it work out go for it and don't beat around the bush XD a lot less stressful if you find out sooner than later if its gonna happen!

I'm not sure if I can and I'd want to do it privately but can only message people your friends with and hes not on and...you weren't talking to me hu...um...=0.0= o-well uhg I'm not good at stuff like that even when it comes to making friends I'll try if he ever gets on XP

The best also worst relation ship I had was my first, she was a really cute girl. They called her Dolly, we met through our parents who had been friends in the past. We would play together and go to school in the same class, both of us rocked at math and couldn't do a sit up, she was skinny and i was chubby so our parents called us "El gordo y la Flaca" after an hispanic Daytime Show. Meaning the beauty and the fatty. I will always remember our first kiss in my closet after playing pretend, after that we began going out. It was perfect i believed i would marry her. ( I was 6 XD)... well what happened was that her 17 year old brother ended up joining a gang and killed himself in a game of Russian Rullet. They decided to move, i didn't see her for 3 years and when we met again she had completely changed. I was broken.

ouch ya my 1st love was in the 2nd grade or 1st I cant remember...I moved so ya but oddly enuff I don't think I really liked him or because I was a kid but it didn't hurt me its very vegg um I erased a lot of my memories from my past odd as that my sound...uh...idk need to stop talking I would love to here more stories from any one and still looking XP um more like waiting sigh...never mind again

Relationship? What relationship? o:< Those things don't work out for me. I just can't get all lovey dovey and all that crap with somebody else without joking around. Don't ask me why, it just feels...ackward. Maybe I haven't found the right person, or maybe I just can't express my "true" feelings

I wish I could just get rid of my feeling I hate the constant sadness and longing I feel I'm so lonely that I have voices in my head and I talk to them... so lonelyness has made me crazy... the right person... well I'll never find him I know that much sigh

@Goddess- To be reaally honest/rude, I think you need to get off the computer and try to improve on your social skills. Dump all them plushies girl, because it sounds like you need to get laid.

You'd figure most people who are on this site-me included-don't know how to socialize, so you get two social-retards and what do you end up with--In my past experience...a one-sided love. I end up being the loved one, but I end up not liking the other person. I've given up on love and hope to find someone I can tolerate, Key word 'tolerate' not 'baby'.

I think it's more of finding the right person with whom you'll be comfortable with. Just as you find certain people online that you hit it off with, 'm sure there are plenty of others....somewhere. There's a difference between being socially inept, and then the things that you can't control concerning personalities. That's why relationships don't work out for me, because I refuse to be someone's effing mother. My mouth tends to cause me the most trouble, because I can am very blunt and I’ve adopted a no bullshit policy.