Bad experences with love

I've never really had a love...the last BF I had was about a year and a half ago sad thing is he broke up with me saying this "I just don't love you any more" maybe it was the long distance maybe it was my needieness or maybe he just didn't really love me from the start... well I'm still a virgin "joy" I don't know I'm odd. there's always two parts to me so I really think its imposable for someone to love me I think I'm just too crazy,needy,and annoying to be loved...

I'm still a virgin as well. i just got my heart broken last night... she was my first and only gf i have ever had and because i was stupid enough to declare the break up she pretty much exiled me from even being in her presence. bottom line i cried my self to sleep last night *-.-* i have tried my hardist to get a gf sense we had the break up but i never could get one really i know how you feel.but i know that when i do find the person who will complete me it will make me just feel that much better about it.

Yeah... You gotta have a reason. Otherwise, then yeah. You were stupid to break up. But meh. I guess I've had one or two digital romances... But then it just seemed more like a game. Looking back, there have been several chances I could have had to find someone. I remember one girl I met at summer camp about seven years ago. We wound up spending every day together. To bad I'm such a freaking idiot and didn't realize she liked me. Then one day some guys teased us about being bf and gf and then she never came back to camp. -_- F'ing sucked because then I was there wondering where she had gone off to and having no way to get in touch with her. But then again. When it comes to love, I'm a F'ing idiot. Sigh... It's bad enough I'm a nerdy dorky guy... But then I have a social disorder to boot. -_-

wow you too lol me I'm just paranoid and clingy as hell to only one or a small amount of people that I know well or well this is the first time I've felt comfortable talking to people because anime lovers are soooo nice... I really love this sight maybe I can finally find my ideal guy hopefully not too far away and stuff...

Sigh... Well, further proof that nothing good ever happens for me. Be trying to show a friend of mine how much I care about them. Her boyfriend dumped her after Christmas and she started talking to me again. Was hoping we might eventually become close since she already knew how I felt about her... But yeah. Seems the reason she hasn't sent me any e-mails is because she's back with her Ex. -_- Further proof that the world enjoys watching me writhe in pain. Wasn't good enough that my parent's didn't want me, that I'm borderline retarded, or that I almost died once from kidney failure. No! The whole damn world just has to keep poking and prodding till it finally makes me jump off a fucking bridge. -_- (Yeah. I'm a rather pissy/depressed mood. It's probably best not to talk to me till tomorrow.)

wow its ok I'v been there I even cut my hand with my katana when my ex broke up with me I wanted to kill myself but my fear and dislike for pain kept me from doing so. look move on being obsesse over someone isn't not good for you, if she cant she how good of a person you are then find someone who well I have the same problem I am a oober depressed person as well but anime and video games make me feel better

she wined and complained that she does not want her heart brokin again by me so she exiled me.... but none the less she said she was desprate while she was at it. *wisper* (a swift blow to the stomach right?)

... so you broke up with her because she was whinny wow I feel bad for her that's pretty much I believe the reason why my ex broke up with me... I really cant make heads or tails about your problems

Heh... Well I need to find someone to help me forget all this crap. Met someone I kind of like who has similar tastes. But she lives in West Virginia. -_- So yeah. Off I go to play Gundam related games. (Gundam makes me happy. XD)