Don't know where this goes...don't know where I go...

This isnt like you at all...... Does doc have to hit a bitch? However... I know how you feel bro. I got bitten once a long time ago. Spent 4 years purposefully avoiding relationships because of the hurt but over time I missed that 'taste'. I was given another taste for a short while but it wasnt to be. I spend most of my time now trying to make other people happy and feel better instead of myself since it feels like I should give up on my own happiness. I would say dont give up, but that would be contradictory of what Ive just said about myself... I too just want to be happy, I dont need much for that to happen either, but even my low requirements seem to be too much to ask... Love is out there, for all of us, its just often reluctant to show its face. Too many uncertainties, fear of the new and unknown put people off. They should listen to their hearts more and people would be much better off!

Just Didn't want ya think I was trying to steal the thread.. I know ya just looking for advice .. was hopin to say hey it does get better =)