I went through a phase of self harm where I would purposely do things that would always end in me being in a state of constant pain. I took anti-depressants but that just left me feeling nothing and then full of suicidal thoughts. I am over it now but that was during high-school when I was a loner, I couldn't talk to anyone so I would feel worse and worse until I found some great friends that helped me get over the anxiety. But that was the worst year of my life.
me and veru are the oppisite. the pills i took growing up made me fucking crazy, i wanted to die. sometimes i hit my head on the wall. i wanted to be nub. tv was my only hapy memory.
What were you on, Siru? Did you have ADD/ADHD as a child?
ya ritalen ond stuff like that. made me like a crack head.
My mom was diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder. Accompanied with crippling stress it has magnified over the years. Mental illness IS real people.
just last night i had a ritalin med feeling where i felt strong voices almost well ya they were yelling at me at high volume. i was like this is what its like for the crazy people all the time.
Voices Siru? Do you have schizophrenia? Or was it possibly auditory hallucinations from something else?
i have weird things in my mind like a fork stabbing my eye and voices that stap me mentally real weird sounding. the pills i took growing up made me able to hear things that i wasnt suposed to though so thats a pluse.