Life Advice

@yaasshat I will be honest and transparent that my approach did include my own personal feelings towards how you had responded to Squirrel's comment. When you told the man that his valid concern was merely him not be interesting enough and added that he smelled of desperation for desiring conversations to help establish connections with other people, I did feel that was rude. Though I should have left my extremely rude parts out, I felt in the moment that that was the best comparison to express how your comment made myself feel while trying to be empathetic towards Squirrel. At the end of the day it wasn't my response to make, that much is true. I can't take back what I said and your displeasure with me is valid. It wasn't the best way to convey my personal feelings. The only thing I hope we can come to an understanding on is that it's not you as a person that I was bothered by, just the way you were giving offhanded advice. It is my fault for causing you grief and I accept responsibility for acting that way towards you. I don't believe you are a terrible person. Just someone that makes cheeky remarks that get under my skin. May something or someone provide you with a more positive night than I, for I was in the wrong.

See, squirrel already addressed that with me in private(I never said he wasn't interesting enough. My point was, not everyone has to think you are nor do they have to try to be interested. Get it? No one owes you the attention you seek. It comes across as desperate when one "complains" about such things, especially online. I also said don't be forlorn... Reread... Meh... You've a bigger issue than he did and my brain does not feel like restating my point. Either you get it or don't.). However, you do you. Yes, I come across a bit brash at times, but I can most certainly break it down as to why. However, I owe no explanation to you. You've given me perspective and that's it. But, truth be told, I understand I can trust no one. Or, I should say, that's how I feel after viewing you in a different light. At least I didn't disappoint you, huh?lol So long and thanks for the fish.:) I'll keep in mind that I need to be mindful of my approach in spite of my predisposition.lol (Laughing at my tendencies, that's all.) I think at times I forget about the person behind the screen and fall into the comfort of anonymity. Again, thanks for the multifaceted perspective you've enlightened me with. Back to the void until we cross paths again. :)

No anger here, I can promise you that. :) So much gets lost with text.lol I find it hard to trust most anyone, even myself.lol It'll be fine, I can admit I got some kind of way, but that too has gone it's way and it's honestly given me some things to think about. You're justified to feel as you will, but we've both learned or so it would seem...for now.lol What I need now is a way to wake my daughter so she can take a bath and not be up until 3.lol

I genuinely hope your family has a peaceful night. May it go well. I will remember your wisdom and focus on improving the weakness of my character. Thank you for taking the time to rebuke me. You deserve peace and the ability to trust, Yaass.

Motivation is like hunger, it comes and goes depending on how you feed it. Work hard, eat healthy, work to a goal and you feel great, slack off ,eat trash and you feel empty. Just came to me randomly.