Mental Illness (Mental Wellness)

well ya it was a fucked up dream like most of the dreams with this girl. this is the closest ive gotten with her. well dam i saw her naked and thats not all. this girl ive had dreams of is the most intense dreams ever. there was one the only dream i didnt know the girl and we had the sex. haha well another time with my sister.. the sex dreams are crazy. i once had a dream veru washaving sex with my dad and i was like wtf.

I had a dream a few years ago that I had the best day of my life with this mystery girl and we were on a date that ended with us chatting about life sitting on the grass looking at the city scape during sunset. She had a red scarf and brown hair and beautiful eyes. When I woke up reality hit me and I got depressed but immediately drew the image of her left in my head during sunset with that scarf. I need to find it and post it here. Please find her for me. QwQ

they always end weird like ok we dont even know ech other. like the most intense was with a girl i loved so much and she was with cut pink thigh high socks, i was like wow then a guy apeared that she was going out with i guess and then i sunk in the river with giant snails eating and drownding me. thats how it happens every time. im just happy i got to see my fantacy. except veru having sex i got to see her nude but it was real wired. like last night was the weirest i cant even eplain it. im sure it was some fucked up world. nothing in my mind would be that fucked up. girls wouldnt just want me so bad. i mean it was so weird. she was nude and i licked her nipple. thats all ill say.

i checked online and she was online and i was like maybe she likes me. its a girl that doesnt talk to me much. sorry about the dream about veru arc. i was like um what is she doing in my dream (tht was one time a while ago). she was in a diferent room having sex and i was like ok.

veru was basically having sex with a dead person. i didnt see but i was like its my dad and ya im messed up. i dont even want to talk about my messed up mind, damit veru what have u done. i cant eplain things at all, you were in my dream because you are the only person y age ive talked to. the other girl was stuck in my ming because we loved echother and we talked every day for years.

i just sent a message to that girl and thanks. i shouldnt hold it in. i had to say say something or go away. i have to move on or els ill go nuts.