What is your dream partner?

Haven't figured out tagging yet either @Skynight, but i guess i would want to go on dates with the person, for her to be kind and and like hugs. I have been in a few relationships but got forced from the people around me to end them (if i did not i were to be physically and mentally abused until it was over by the other classmates). I have tried dating apps but they did not feel right (and were quite expensive monthy) and that has left me in this situation where i don't know what to do. When it comes to it i think the best thing would be enjoying being together with the person no matter whoever they are, what they look like or how they act as long as they are genuinely good at heart. Apologies to drag in more personal matters into this but i really do not know how to express myself in these matters.

Ideally i would want a girl that would be happy with a lifetime commitment if we were truly happy together, someone who wouldn't mind me spending majority of our time together holding them or doting on them at every opportunity, most of all someone that understands that just because i am being quiet or spacing out that i am not thinking anything negative, its almost always just me thinking about them or a random song is stuck in my head, someone that would go hiking with me and wants to see the best of what nature can offer, but also doesn't mind spending all day snuggling sometimes, someone i could let my guard down around, who understands that my public facade may be a calm and quiet one but that i really am a vulnerable sensitive person at heart, but i can't let that part of me out to often because people take advantage, and because of that i need to have honest heart to heart conversations when we are alone. i want to be around someone that doesn't see me letting my guard down as an opportunity for personal gain. I'm not sure about overall preferences but if i had to say i guess shy dark haired girls? also it'd be nice to be able to tease them and see them get flustered over it, of course id want them to try and do the same to me.

@Roxxo , well, that's pretty basic, but, I guess you aren't wrong. No worries about dragging your personal experience in it. I couldn't give ya advice as I am someone who isn't interested in dating and doesn't have much experience.

My dream partner is a girl who has me as her type. i would like it if she's emotional too, i like emotional people. i don't really even care if she's kind of a wreck of emotions either

My perfect dream girl would be that she respects her education, who's a weeb, makes me laugh and a bit of an extrovert that lives in NYC