Any other guy hate the fact they're always kinda horny? :/

Post-nut syndrome. It's like waking up again. This is a phenomenon exclusive to men I think. https://youtu.be/ynLV6PYDryo

At first when I saw what this topic is about, in my head I though : Rawr but on second thought it would be really annoying to not have at least 20 minutes of free time to like watch videos, play something between every time you have sex/wank your wood stick, aw. Aouch every time you see a person? That's bad, idk try taking medicine for your problem? Having sexual needs is normal, don't worry.

You need to learn to channel all that sexual energy. Resenting it and trying to ignore it is only gonna screw you up. Embrace it and learn to use it in your everyday life for things other than beating off or having sex. You can channel it into art, into dance, into a passion of yours. I use mine when I'm in the gym and damn if I don't feel invigorated after a workout or a run. You have it for a reason. But while on the topic of sex and masturbation. This line of yours concerns me: "It's honestly a love hate relationship. I wish I could just be a cute boy, you know. Just innocent. I wish other people could look at me and say: He doesn't masturbate, no way. But it's not that way. Everybody knows you and I masturbate, whether it's daily or monthly, I don't care. It's just dirty. " . . . Dude, you need to stop. Get comfortable with your body. Exploring your own sexuality is nature. You cannot be sitting there thinking that you're unclean for having perfectly natural urges OR acting on them. You can take it too far but that goes for anything. You are not some cherub picking fruits off the tree of life. You're a man. And you have desires. You do not need to be ashamed of them.