internet vs real life

god. there's so many cute and interesting people on the internet, but real life is better than the internet. it's because you can touch people in real life, and not on the internet. it's because you can be physically closer to those people and it's just more real. how the internet can make you as lonely but not as happy as in real life, or at least in my experience. how the internet has so many cool people on it, and real life only has about 10 within reach of you, even if you know about 1200 people in your area. I wish I would just pick a fucking friend group out of the 7 i can pick from. i'm so picky in what friends i want, that i end up being alone anyways. there's only about 2-3 people that come a little bit close to understanding me, but all of these people are just not interested or just have character traits which i can not deal with. there is one friend group which i want to join the most, and i've been trying to get into that friend group for 3/4 of a year, without real success. i consider them one of the best, realest, coolest people on the planet, and consider them my friends. How I wish they would too. Fuck real life, for not having people that are good enough, fuck the internet for not being real. fuck anyone that expects anything from me right now. I hope i won't let you down, but it's a lot to bear sometimes.

feeling lonely fucking sucks like a monkey sucks up a juicy pineapple's juice edit: that made no fucking sense whatsoever but i didn't intend to give a singular fuck.

ill drink to that https://media.giphy.com/media/l41lVxNzuBpH2aYIU/giphy.gif

i love my online friends but i wish we could all come together irl and sit at home and watch anime and shit sometimes i day dream that maiotaku is a big apartment complex and we interact we really need to do a fucking meet up im so lonely http://mrwgifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/Steve-Buscemi-Sobbing-and-Drinking-Reaction-Gif.gif

I cringe at this ~___~. But well I just don't do well w/ the general anime lovers. In all honesty, I think a real life meetup would not work out well with the members from maiotaku... ... ...

dont be a debby downer we would get along swimmingly https://i.imgur.com/0tvFS1Y.jpg