Forever alone?

Weird thing for me is I find non romantic relationships really fucking hard. I can't keep friends. Keeping a single person interested is easy. But to keep a friend group without regressing to my anti social nature is hard. This website is a good example. Even online, I don't know how to go about talking to people or making a friend. The loneliness I feel isn't cured by one person. I would even trade in my past romantic relationship(well..except one) to just have the ability to have a good group of friends. I play video games like 4-6 hours a day, by myself, constantly. I know that's not what the forever alone thing is about...but it kinda feels worst then when I was a teenager with no girlfriend and a solid group of friends...instead of the constant opposite.

Well...If I'm forever alone it is what it is. I'll be happy either way.

Yea i probably be single for the rest of my life as well because it's always a bullshit excuse on why someone can't give me a chance i have been dealing with, that for over 13 years now dont get me wrong i am sure there someone out there that has been single longer then i have been single and i am just saying that, i know what that like.

Being alone most of my life from Millennials sharing similarities to me is sad. But it is good to be alone from ones that won't stop talking too much or are suspicious.

I just tend to isolate myself rofl. I'm fine being alone if I don't think much about it.