Valentine's day depression

The one holiday of the year that many people that are in relationships feel that they need to do all out work for that is not really needed whatsoever. I know that I might sound like a hater on Valentine's Day and many couples also but it's when it comes to Valentine's Day I just don't like it at all. When it comes to Valentine's Day I am full on yandere as I would go on a Warpath on people when it comes to that day. I normally rather be doing something other than spending Valentine's Day in any sort of sense. Every Valentine's Day that I've ever had had either somebody bite some of my candy that they give me or someone gets me some crappy Valentine's Day card that anyone could give me from the grocery store and did not look unique at all. Seriously I really hate Valentine's Day. Here is an example of what happened on Valentine's Day that truly had me to say f*** this s***: Back when I was in school and I like this girl, I made a card for her on Valentine's Day as I didn't really talk much in class or try to make people feel like I am the freaking the room. So then I told her friend to give her a card that I made personally by him and that took me all night to complete. And here is the good part about this her friend even said that she doesn't like me she never did she would rather eat toenail clippings then go out with a creep like me, she even said that she ripped the card and said to my face that she doesn't blame her..... I snacked security guards had to hold me back and when they let go of my coat when I took off my coat I basically went Full Throttle and tackled her and curse at the top of my lungs. The principal sent me home and told me that I had to come back with my mom so I could be back in school, the girl I tackled had weak bones but had a large body structure as she ended up limping home. To this day I regret doing it about the same time I felt like people need to stop thinking about looks before judging a book by its cover. Nowadays people think that Valentine's Day is about giving gifts and getting gifts or doing something romantic for the ones that they care about but this year I rather just write poetry and realize that I'm not with anybody and I'm happy that I'm not...... Okay I am not happy that I am single but I am happier that I'm with family then when I was going to school and feeling like everybody around me is getting the happy ending that they don't deserve and I'm just getting the worst end of it. So what are your plans for Valentine's Day? Are you going to have a romantic evening with the waifu/Husando of your dreams or are you going to be busy on Valentine's Day or are you just going to be a bit depressed on Valentine's Day kind of like me? Well I have a few tips on the people that's going to be depressed on Valentine's Day as always helps me out on those type of days. 1. Do not listen to angry music or sad music or even romantic anime because that's just going to get you upset and frustrated 2. Understand that there is somebody out there for you and they might not look up to your standards but looks don't matter when it comes to the heart. We all have our flaws and we all don't look like a movie star actress or actor so do yourself a favor and realize that you are perfect the way you are. 3. Treat yourself to your own Valentine's Day, which means get yourself a box of chocolates but not too much what you're stuffing your face, watch a movie that you like and talk to friends because the more you talk to others the more you feel like you aren't alone in the situation. Well that's all I have right now so until Valentine's Day hits the mark understand that we all have our situations and stories that we want to tell when it comes to holidays that makes us frustrated.

Lucky but I hate chocolate that comes from Valentine's Day at it doesn't taste like chocolate that I would considerably like. If it woman gave me white chocolate right now and said Happy Valentine's Day I would definitely eat it but if it was one of those chocolates that come from cheap Valentine's Day boxes I will never eat those. The last time I did I nearly bit into a razor blade and also somebody bit into my chocolate and thought it was funny.

That's because a lot of companies put a substitute in to reduce the amount of chocolate that actually use to save on cost.

And once again that's why I hate company made chocolate and stick with Hershey Chocolate because out of all of them I just don't like chocolate that comes from fake concentrated companies that think they can make money just because it says chocolate on it.