Vent

Complain complain that’s all u fucking do! If u have nothing better to say then stfu. Nobody is perfect n this world isn’t easy. I don’t wanna hear nothing from u. U insufferable cunts !!!!

Had strong Heart Palps for about 2 months now. Get 2 a week. Fucking annoying they are. Every time i get one, feels like a heart attack. Been to hospital twice. Doctors keep telling me its due to stress. mum a Nurse and keeps telling me she thinks the doctors are Wrong and it seems like something more serious. Which makes me more nervous. At this point between my mum saying its something serious And the doctors saying its just stress related. I dont know what to think. (So it all just makes me more stressed) (Even tho i never thought i was stressed in the first place) Going to get a holter monitor put on next Monday. This whole thing is escalating. and my Heart hurts every damn day. I cant even enjoy my time at home on the computer anymore. every moment of my day is filled with my brain telling me "Maby next time your heart plays up, will be the last". Whether the Heart palps are from stress or heart disease i dont give a shit. I just want them to stop. Edit- Just venting frustration its causing me. hoping it will calm me down.

Noone needs to explain why they're venting, and noone should really respond to any of them but I just wanna say fuck what your mum says tell her stop talking about it because if the doctors are right, you need to not hear about that shit, and if your mother is right take whatever precautions you can for your own sake