Vent

So what would you say to someone who doesn't get fun out of anything anymore? I feel like there isn't anything for me. Boredom seems to be a common problem for everyone, but this is different. I just don't get the joy out of things like I should unless I drink. I keep making promises to stop, I'm never going to stop, but at least moderate myself. I'm going to die young, that much I've accepted. But drinking being one of very few real pleasures... I need to slow down

Floricurr @cur_lypav you have ass burgers https://youtu.be/P3Y57F_wypY https://youtu.be/YjecdPDyLfw

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Rough panic attack this morning. Calm down nervous system, we're not in danger, oof. https://c.tenor.com/-sf6x0QOhHwAAAAi/panic-anime.gif

Now i know why dudes are always bald in the military. The stress TwT i spent 2 weeks cleaning out my car, replacing upholstery and seat covers, service appointments, getting rid of recalls, changing tires, vacuuming, cleaning every crevice, to include the car door hinges and spare tire well. All so they wont turn me away when i go to ship my vehicle from the east coast to alaska. Military appointments are like the most nerve wracking thing. Always unpredictable they say this and this but when you get there a surprise item. I covered all my bases thankfully because they sprind something that wasnt included in the required items to me and by the grace of god i had it just incase.

An acquaintance asked me whether I was an alpha or a beta. So i spent the next five minutes laying out how human social dynamics weren't like chimps or gorillas, and resembled a hybrid between chimps and bonobos. He then got super excited and told me that I was a sigma. Great. Now they have a word to fit people who don't fit their paradigms of reality... FML.

I dare say I've had my fill of Square-Enix's nonsense. For many reasons to be sure, but my most recent gripe is that after a recent attempt to purchase products from their own website I have recently been denied my purchase not because I had no money or that my card was declined, but because they think I don't have a good enough reason to purchase it. What kind of business practices is that? If I went to the grocery store and said I'd like to buy toothpaste and toilet paper should the cashier tell me no unless I provide a good enough reason? This is absolutely absurd Square-Enix!

i was told flowers in the attic was a fucked up book, like my mom even said she couldnt read it and shes read every stephen king, but this story is lukewarm at best. some allusions to impending incest and thats it. its good, but hardly the psychological thriller/horror people have been saying it was