Vent

The world is such a messed up place man. Im so fucking angry things have to be like this. Me having to find out someone in my family is struggling so much it hurts. I love my sister, i know we had our differences in the past but i dont hate her for it. I used to think she didnt want me to succeed, but she was just scared. I really hate myself and i wanna cry...i dont cry for anything but i wanna cry for her cuz i want to help i just dont know how. If i could give everything for her to be happy i would. I really just resent myself i tried so hard to walk away from my family...i tried so hard to get away from them. I was so worried about myself, so selfish. I cant live with myself i deserve every bad thing that has come my way. I ignored them Now im just here like an idiot crying because of guilt because while i live my sad little life she got left behind. I thought everything was ok . i didnt know she wasnt eating, i didnt know she was crying and looking for a second job just to get on her feet. There is nothing good about this fucking planet....im convinced this is hell

its my fault it honestly is here i was, getting excited for the patch 8.2 as i was excited for 7.3 and as i was for 6.0 the last good large patch i could remember was timeless isle oh the fun i had on that isle first base set on najatar has us LEAVING TO OLD WORLD the zone is so pretty! new herbs and minerals to collect! BUT NO THEY SEND YOUR ASS RIGHT BACK TO FUCKING BROKEN ISLE not somewhere in eastern kingdom or Kalimdor but the last expac content but oh i am loyal to a fault. i did the quest that was bestowed upon me. i went to highmountain. i defeated the rock dude. just for THE ENTIRE QUEST CHAIN TO BUG AND NOW I CANT PROGRESS luckily, i have lvled many alts and will continue later to hopefully some success, but even though i just started, this just feels like argus 2.0 https://media0.giphy.com/media/5h5L5g8aeYrF6b6Jlo/giphy.gif