Random facts about yourself

the first favorite song i remember having was money by pink floyd, but the only reason why i loved the song was because of the chinging sound of the register

@burninghalo Not great. My twin bro died of brain cancer, about a year ago, and the birthday is coming up this weekend. So I'm bracing for that.

@chocopyro Fuck man. I am so sorry to hear that. I have a twin bro myself and...damn I would not even want to get out of bed if I lost him. Just lie down and wait to die. I COULD NOT handle that shit. You have all of my condolences and if you want a listening ear or even just a distraction my inbox is open my guy. It's a shit feeling losing someone so close to you https://64.media.tumblr.com/a57c3498e0d5a7ac2fdcf246332d3492/tumblr_miwroy4wd61rgqr0mo1_500.gif Stay strong

Ah, its fine. Yeah, I basically spent a large chunk of 2021 just being too numb to feel anything, all like 'well, I die when I die.' And just distancing myself from people. The parts of grief they don't tell you apart are weird though. My short term memory went to complete shit, I couldn't get any creativity to function. Lately though, parts of me are starting to drift back. I actually feel like I want to start feeling inspired again. So I'm starting to get my ambition running again.

Glad to hear that, and yeah that stuff hits rough. You're getting out of that slump though and that's a beautiful thing. I'm sure your bro would want you to live your best life, be happy, and find success in your passions and ambitions. I completely relate on that numbness and apathy. Grief is no joke. And it can come back. So just keep good people around you man.

@joemama711 Well, John, self awareness does help mitigate the condition. There is hope for you.

when i was a kid every saint patricks day my family would go to an irish parade/festival, and every year my mom and aunts would get drunk and tell me to ask the scots what was under their kilts. it wasnt just drunken jokes, one year they wrote it down on a note and actually made me give it to one, but i ran away before he could read it on retrospect, i really do not miss my aunts