Random facts about yourself

I generally don't like talking to or being near lots of people. But I do enjoy talking and being around certain people. Like I will be able to talk to them and show much enthusiasm with them, but when comes to being in large groups I close up and kind of vanish in the group. Ironically my job always has me around lots of people... so I guess I can't make up my mind? XD

I tend to have a hard time interacting and follow the same speech patterns I do for most people. I know I should spice up how I talk and become more intresting or do more than just talk about common subjects but it kinda gets repetive and I tend to be bad at telling jokes un ironically or just being funny. It’s almost like I can have deep conversations or boring conversations not so much in between and rarely do I vibe well with most people now that I think about it. I’ve been noticing I also kinda just watch and don’t talk to much and kinda keep to a select couple people and let others carry on the conversation. Talking with out being some sort of walking shit poster is hard tbh irl

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I'm actually always REALLY eager to get replies back from friends or someone I'm really interested in which does make me check my social stuff very often but at the same time I've always been really patient so I never want to make people feel pressured about it, especially when they have other things to do :3