Vent

God I hate how much you played me, and other people on this site. You lied about so much and faked being there. Acting like you were my friend. Acting like you cared. Acting like you were anything other than a liar. You fooled me like you were smart, cute, and something to look at when in reality you saw my heart exposed, grabbed it, and ripped it out. So much for being "best friends" and "not able to imagine a day without me"

My family wanted me to take care of my grandmother which was fine at first because I thought that they would atleast be helping us out from time to time when we are in need of help, Fast forward 4 years and I am still here taking care of her without much help at all. It's not that I mind taking care of her, because she has probably done more for me then anyone else, but at the same time i am 25 y/o now, and rarely get to leave the house, Can't attempt to have friends other then online, can't have a girlfriend cause no girl is gonna accept that I don't have all the time in the world to spend with them, can't get a job, can't progress my life in much of any way. I just feel that I am at standstill and I don't know if im just supposed to do this till the day she passes away which would be 10 years or more from now, but it's like my family just doesn't care about me or my life or my grandmothers considering they haven't even taken her to a doctor in over a year now. Just don't know what to do anymore, I want a better life for both me and my grandmother both but can't do it on my own sadly. If you actually read this I am sorry. END/

Curse my workplace! Curse its incompetent leadership and willingness to only put a band-aid on a problem that clearly requires stitches has cost me my precious time! That is why I am here... now! I've been away for far too long...

MO FIXED THE PROFILE PICTURE PROBLEM! JUST LETTING YOU ALL KNOW! https://data.whicdn.com/images/332730092/original.gif