Confessions

Sorry in advance if I get dreary or just ghost everyone. I know how it is cup, ive experienced it. I don't like people

I confess even though netflexes cannon buster had alot of themes including a kind of cowboy beebop and trigun feel and other anime it was fairly decent I want a season 2

Had a lot of crap going on, lots of worry and apprehension. But ya know what? The beat goes on. Life sucks at times and really, there's nothing wrong in saying that. However, never think you're alone in the dark. Life shines, if you want it to and sometimes you just need someone to help carry you when you're too weak. If only for an ounce of help, I truly am here, as are others. If you(You, as in anyone who needs that even that little bit of help.) feel the need to just talk, I will listen. Now, if only I could convince myself of that, until then.... http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L3HQMbQAWRc

I confess im trying to change my eating habits a tiny bit. Trying to stay away from fast foods, eat lean non-red meat. When i cook i use olive oil instead of standard vegetable oil. Tbh idk if its working, im trying to bulk up but not feel like shit doing so

I confess i wanna go back to the days when i actually cared about getting swol UwU the rewards from then have been amazing. My arms were getting massive >w> they shrank down a bit but they still have that solid muscle feel and dont do the chicken wing thing when i shake them. I want my abs and chest to be there too. Hopefully i can push those couple of months on that deployment and come back extra cut