Am I the only one who has never had a friend

I would guess that's what most of society calls a "friend" initially. When I was younger I didn't have friends either. During Lunch or recess I usually hung out at the edge of the playground because everyone thought I was weird. The way I mess around with others seems abnormal to them or they just don't understand me I guess. But I guess what I'm really trying to say is I actually don't know how to connect with someone emotionally or they don't know how to understand or connect with me either. My definition of friend is different then other people's I guess. I feel like the girl from Yandere simulator that Yanderedev is currently making at the moment. If you want to check the game out go to youtube and look up Yanderedev.

Honestly, if you want to make friends you are probably going to meet them through the internet. I have the problem where I can't discuss my interests with all of the people I know irl. Yeah, it isn't easy. Sometimes you screw up while saying things, people will judge you, and that's fine. World ain't gonna care. The person that lives next door ain't gonna care, and that's how it works. Just live your life and find any kind of human contact and enjoy it. If you don't, whatever. I'm just another internet dweller with more time on their hands than they should.

I think it just depends on what constitutes a friendship for you. Surely there are those outside of family that you talk to and those can be called friends. However, I have a very different view than most on what makes a friend a friend to me. It's hard for me to connect or I should say, it's hard to find people that I feel I click with. On that note, friendship has a much deeper meaning for me than most. If I call you friend, you're as good as family to me.

many people have come into my life but none seemed like the people that i want to be with. still waiting for that day when i meet the right people that i want to be with.