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Okay so the post I'm going to make here is my outlook and why ain't nobody got time being depressed ya kno what I'm sayin'? Anyway serious talk. In this world, nothing matters. No, I'm serious. One day this earth will be destroyed, nothing will remain, and no one will remember us. Funny right? "So that mean nothing matters?!" Well yeah. But, as humans we are amazing for being probably the smartest things on this pointless planet so far. That's cool. Our brains are very emotionally driven and complicated. I mean we made a way to talk to anyone on the globe pretty much, the internet. Nothing has ever made anything like it. Just because everything means nothing it the end, doesn't mean we should just give up and cry in the corner for hours! You could use those hours to play videogames, watch youtube videos, talk with someone on the internet, write a book, or watch anime! But, it's hard to face reality. Trust me. Life is literally an anomaly in this universe and every single event that happened before you were born led to your birth, billions and billions of years led to your small tiny existence, which is an amazing thing to think about. Just because like is pointless doesn't mean it's well....pointless to enjoy it. But if you are depressed, you should face that depression. It will hurt, it will be something that will leave you in agony. My brother had depression, now the guy just views the world differently and enjoys it because he knows it all doesn't matter. We can mature as people from experiences like depression. Face it and know that if you don't nothing will change. A small internet forum of "You're special" won't make it go away forever, it's still there. Might as well plunge into darkness head first instead of letting it claw at you for years and make something out of it. Don't let fear stop you at the diving board. Well that's a happy go-lucky post huh? Anyway you don't have to listen to me, I'm just a guy on the interwebz. :I

Honestly, if you want to make friends you are probably going to meet them through the internet. I have the problem where I can't discuss my interests with all of the people I know irl. Yeah, it isn't easy. Sometimes you screw up while saying things, people will judge you, and that's fine. World ain't gonna care. The person that lives next door ain't gonna care, and that's how it works. Just live your life and find any kind of human contact and enjoy it. If you don't, whatever. I'm just another internet dweller with more time on their hands than they should.