Random thoughts...

They want the young and the restless. Ya see, an older woman would want a younger man in the same way an older man might want a young woman. It ain't about offering anything other than yourself and validation, simple as that. They don't expect money, deep conversations or some talk about retirement plans. It's about experiencing youth once more and feeling as desirable as they once might've been and in a lot of cases, it's a control thing since you clearly would have nothing to truly offer other than a desire for them and to make them feel good about their selves. Situations might vary, but it's mostly validation and feeling desirable and in charge, in a sense. They know that you can get young and potentially beautiful, so they give things you might need like money, so as to keep you around. It's transactional, in the end... usually. Or, I assume. I don't want a California raisin just yet and I do love who I'm with.

I got my 2nd child from a older white woman from a one night stand. Apparently she didn't take the birth control on time and went to sleep and work before taking it even though I offered to buy it for her that night. She didn't want a abortion either. I was pretty pissed for a while. But, anyway I have a beautiful daughter now along with my son who was had when I was married. Finally found a sweet woman same age as me who I do want to spend my life with that has two girls. So, everything worked out I can foster a happy home with her that has tons of love in it and settle down. Getting ready to celebrate my daughter's birthday and take her trick or treating.

All's good,then and congratulations @willworkforisekai . My daughter came about BECAUSE the birth control failed.lol But, I'd not trade a thing for her.

I forgot to get peanut butter. https://media1.tenor.com/m/3zsInwZWtYQAAAAC/peanut-butter-lick.gif

That's this 100-year old's favorite food. https://youtu.be/-68iTvhWNB0?si=E_L2IMXtIxqUIbQJ Now I'm at a bar like him, but no alcohol. It hates me. https://youtu.be/YqYP4t2A9p4?si=wNBJNcSiyncrV-fy

Another slay Perioood

February I will be meeting Kaiji Tang! Also known for his roles of Gojo Satoru & Osamu Dazai! When I found out about this I got really excited. For me, I really got into Jujutsu Kaisen after my traumatic experiences finding comfort in the show. The character of Gojo, I latched onto as my comfort character where he is known for being the strongest, and I wanted to voice alot of his roles before I even knew he voiced them all. When I would cry, breakdown, and hit my bottom I would watch episodes of JJK to feel better. So for me, this means the world to me. I even voice Abridged Gojo for God's sake!!! I idolize this man alot!