Random thoughts...

So the lesson I learned today after what happened is to live in the now and not stress on what was. Be happy with everything I have now.

When a childlike, "autistic" adult gets hired in a job full of toxic coworkers, they would consider your defensive and sensory issues as the trendy buzzword "narcissism", while other people consider smoking, drinking and committing fornication true signs of narcissism. Owning weapons are an extra red flag. https://youtu.be/ExXPFsvKowg?si=wid2fh35JjQQzCfe

Ughh why do I have to sit down and watch 13 hours of BULLSHIT VIDEOSS AND QUIZES BEFORE I EVEN START THIS JOB. FUCK YOU KROGER THIS MAKES ME WANNA QUIT BEFORE EVEN STARTING

When someone tells you their GREAT grandmother was ancient being born in 1960 and then asks about your own. I told her that my mom was born 1960. My grandmother was 1929. And my GREAT grandmother was born sometime around the 1890's. My coworkers' face in shock as she asked how old I was. I smiled and said I come from the long distant past known as the 1990's. But if she thought that's old my brother was born 1977.

Nein... Try again. Oooops... Was told I might also have family in South America, too....ooooooppppps. Meh... He escaped east Germany with the help of an American missionary and thus I'm here.