Random thoughts...

I sooooooooo very much wish my problems could be summed up with "heart break". I envy that... I often wish a noose could solve it all, but I can't even afford death.lol https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=a01QQZyl-_I

Having someone move far away from home with you and be able to support your dreams and both of you finanically is one of the most wholesome things ive ever heard. If things are well, appreciate em and keep em till you die.

Took my son's ADHD meds that he's no longer taking (Gets his emotions out of whack.)... It's been several decades, but my God, I can feel the difference in just the way my thoughts are now linear instead of scattered, as well as a major dip in anxiety. Well, an extra strong pot of coffee might be boosting the effects.lol Off to talk to my GP! Or, smoke meth!!!

I was going to publish a blues song I made a couple of weeks ago but I really drag my feet when it comes to editing the music video. I already moved on making another song! I love the lyrics to this new one but the AI always flubs one word in the song that ruins it and I have to generate 100 more T_T To AI: Its not 'hard like an eagle' It's not 'Hog like an eagle' it's 'heart of an eagle'! Stap it. Now sing it again! https://animeforums.net/uploads/imageproxy/InnocentWeakFlycatcher-size_restricted.gif.70c5a15e3fbee2202b52cefedea0201d.gif

I miss voice chatting. We regressed. After chat rooms blew up, voice chat took over. Now it's social media for the plebs via typing and messages, previously 140 character limited posts. Only streamers and content creators using their mics. Meh. wtf happened